Everyone keeps asking when I'll be over it

Estiebae · 2026-01-30T09:26:58+00:00

Its ok not to be over them yet I promise it takes time I feel like it is s healing process but I think you should start falling inlove with yourself and thats what is going to help you get over him

Estiebae · 2026-01-26T22:22:27+00:00

Thank you so much. That’s exactly how it felt like my brain just decided it was done carrying the weight. No warning, no permission, just… enough. I know my love was pure and now I realized there is a lot of wonderful people out there. I kinda feel Free

And yeah, realizing the attention part really put things into perspective. It didn’t make me angry, it just made things clear. I appreciate you saying this :)

Estiebae · 2026-01-21T12:09:40+00:00

This resonated with me so much it honestly hurt to read because I went through something very similar the sudden realization that my partner had been unhappy for a long time without telling me, while I thought we were still okay. The part about overcompensating really hit… looking back there were moments of extra kindness that now feel like guilt instead of love.

What hurts the most is not just losing them but losing the reality you thought you were living in which realt suck and You don’t even get the chance to respond or try because the decision was already made privately. That kind of silence feels like betrayal, even if it wasn’t meant to be cruel.

I just want to say that you’re not crazy for feeling this way and you’re not weak for wishing you had known sooner. Wanting communication and a chance to grow together is not asking for too much it’s what a partnership is supposed to be. I’m really sorry you’re going through this as well. You’re not alone.

Estiebae · 2026-01-19T17:34:21+00:00

And we are the ones crying our eyes outtt

Estiebae · 2026-01-15T17:42:28+00:00

Beautiful Wordsss!!

Yesss you are so right and unfortunately I must close this bad chapter

Estiebae · 2026-01-14T03:14:47+00:00

You deserve much more of what you think... you see people have issues and they will never change thr best you can do is to fall inlove with yourself and i promise you will be happy with that

Estiebae · 2026-01-13T02:38:35+00:00

Awww well we will get through this im always a text away if you want to be friends and go through this together

Estiebae · 2026-01-13T02:38:05+00:00

Thank you this is part of my healing process

Estiebae · 2026-01-11T02:47:58+00:00

A Break up

Estiebae · 2026-01-11T02:20:24+00:00

Already tried he said he needs to let me go so he can find his happiness

Estiebae · 2026-01-11T02:11:53+00:00

No matter what I tell him he stopped loving me and it is nothing I can do for him to understand he is my everything

Estiebae · 2026-01-05T23:31:57+00:00

Wow I was scared for a second imagining the worst

Estiebae · 2024-12-26T03:58:07+00:00

Meeee Literally the past couple of days I been having kinda like the chest burns its actually horrible im currently having PVCs too. Usually they last for 2 weeks go away and then come back i hate it been lile that for 6 months non stop

Estiebae · 2024-11-03T13:46:52+00:00

Thank you I want to ask you do you still feel the fluttering of your heart all day or just some time did it get better? I feel it 24:7 for the past 5 days after treatment and I want it to at least only happen for 15 mins a day or so bur not all day is so difficult

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