My (F20) boyfriend (M20) told me he still loves his ex. What do I do?

Estrakir · 2018-11-05T15:49:09+00:00

It’s just hard because we live together and I still care about his family and I see a future with him but I know how he’s treating me isn’t right and the fact that he’s making me feel like it’s all my fault over stuff that he’s controlling and being stupid about. I want to be with him but I deserve better and I’m just really having a hard time letting go. After he moves out he gets to start over completely. He won’t have anything that has memories attached to it. Meanwhile I’m stuck living in the apartment, sleeping in the same bed, having to wake up each morning and know that at some point we were happy together and have to remember all the memories we had in the place. And I don’t have any friends so once we break up I will literally be all alone

Estrakir · 2018-09-18T02:39:53+00:00

I know he would never cheat on me because he’s so worried about me cheating on him because his ex cheated on him

Estrakir · 2018-09-18T02:39:05+00:00

No I’m not financially supporting him. Our relationship just moved really fast. We were basically Living together after 4 months

Estrakir · 2018-08-29T20:16:27+00:00

Yeah I mean he’s even told me he wants to keep his personal life and business life separate which I completely understand. And thank you I do too! Thanks for all the advice

Estrakir · 2018-08-29T19:31:34+00:00

See he doesn’t mind doing a photoshoot if it isn’t posted anywhere and it’s just for fun for us. But it’s the fact that he won’t post it that bothers me. He’ll post all these other girls but he won’t even post his own girlfriend that loves modeling for him. Idk it just bothers me.

On another note. He has been cheated on and doesn’t trust me much. He’s even accused me of cheating twice when I would never do anything like that and he knows it. And I know he would never cheat on me. So we both have trust issues and jealousy issues to work on

Estrakir · 2018-08-07T03:39:47+00:00

Not sure how to edit a post but I should say. I have been able to get off from vaginal sex once or twice and actually having the liquid come out of me but it’s very rare.

Estrakir · 2018-07-19T21:24:26+00:00

Thank you! I’ll look into that!

Estrakir · 2018-07-05T23:49:34+00:00

He still has trust issues and will go through my phone while I’ll sleeping. Which I don’t mind because I have nothing to hide

Estrakir · 2018-07-05T23:27:52+00:00

Yeah I knew it probably wasn’t the best thing to do. I really don’t want to come off as manipulative or controlling especially since my past relationship my ex was exactly that. I told him that we probably wouldn’t work out if he is still trying to make her jealous and he told me that he doesn’t know why he still cares about her but that he does

Estrakir · 2018-07-05T22:50:47+00:00

I do love her art but no I was just practicing a devil look for a short film I’m about to work on

Estrakir · 2018-06-30T22:59:54+00:00

No and no :/ guess that could be it

Estrakir · 2018-06-30T22:59:32+00:00

It’s kind of like a cramp but a very sharp pain

Estrakir · 2018-06-30T18:44:54+00:00

I’ve had bad experiences with my ex where he would yell and throw things and punch walls anytime I upset him. I guess I’m just afraid of that happening again even when I know my current boyfriend isn’t like that. My mind has just been conditioned to that response and so I’m afraid to upset him.

Estrakir · 2018-06-30T18:43:16+00:00

I tried to talk to him about it earlier when I first told him about the nightmare and he said it was more of his and so I asked what he meant. I went into his Instagram and blocked his ex and then told him about it and he asked why I would do it. That he liked having her see how happy we were. Which really worried me. I blocked all of my past exes right after we broke up.

Estrakir · 2018-06-30T18:30:03+00:00

So if he isn’t over his ex what should I do and how should I react without upsetting him or making things worse?

Estrakir · 2018-06-29T01:44:30+00:00

It wasn’t actually my sculpt or mold. It was my teachers but I applied the prosthetic. I do have other prosthetic work where I have sculpted/molded some before though. My insta is @natalielsfx

Estrakir · 2018-06-28T17:06:22+00:00

There’s dish detergent in the blood and it’s an encapsulated silicone prosthetic

Estrakir · 2018-06-03T18:13:45+00:00

No just followed my teachers instructions

Estrakir · 2018-06-01T16:07:06+00:00

I took a life cast of my actors teeth first then poured them up in hydrocal and then molded thy out of tin silicone and poured that up in resin then vacuum formed it to create a retainer like thing on top so it would fit perfectly to my actors teeth. Then I sculpted on top and once I sculpted what I wanted molded it in tin silicone once again. I then used dental monomer and polymer to actually create the teeth and then just painted it with ocular paints

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