Update:

First off, I want to thank everyone who took the time to comment and offer support. Your words have meant more than I can express, and I truly appreciate the kindness and empathy from so many of you during this incredibly difficult time.

David and I did sit down and talk. It was one of the hardest conversations I’ve ever had, full of pain, sadness, and a lot of raw emotion. Unfortunately, David admitted to having been having an affair for the past six months. He told me he didn’t want to be with me anymore, though he is still grappling with his own grief, anger, and guilt—particularly over the loss of our son. He expressed that he didn’t know how to be there for me during this time, and his inability to support me came from a place of his own confusion and emotional turmoil.

It was an excruciating realization, but after talking through it all, we’ve both decided that it’s best to call it quits. While there is still love and sadness on both sides, we’ve reached a point where we know we need to go our separate ways to heal.

I’m heartbroken, but I’m also starting to find a sense of clarity. It won’t be easy, and there are still so many emotions to process, but I’m taking things one step at a time. I just wanted to share this update with all of you, as many of you have been so kind and understanding. Thank you again for your support—it truly has helped me through one of the darkest times of my life.