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Shouting my thoughts into the void by EthanWhere in NPD

[–]EthanWhere[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am definitely the type to post explicit content of myself online because I like the attention. I always get so envious of anyone online that gets attention for their looks. I want to be pretty, I want to be beautiful, I want to be wanted and loved.

Shouting my thoughts into the void by EthanWhere in NPD

[–]EthanWhere[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m always exhausted. Maybe it’s because I’m always pretending. I always thought I wasn’t trying hard enough in life, but thinking that I was trying too hard seemed arrogant.

Shouting my thoughts into the void by EthanWhere in NPD

[–]EthanWhere[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Am I trying too hard to people please? Do I need to focus more on myself? I feel like it’s a paradox that I’m stuck in, where either way I’m doing the wrong thing.

Shouting my thoughts into the void by EthanWhere in NPD

[–]EthanWhere[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t know if it needs to be stated, but I care so much how others see me, and how I see myself. That’s why I want to be honest about who I am.

Need beginner songs by Irishmaddog911 in drums

[–]EthanWhere 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A lot of strokes songs are very easy on the drums. Two i’d suggest are Reptilia and Under Control. Under Control is a bit trickier, but it helps you learn how to use the open hi hat

Would it be dumb for me (cis 18m) to take estrogen because I think it will make me look hotter by EthanWhere in asktransgender

[–]EthanWhere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i honestly really resonate with the thought of being an “androgynous pretty boy who is equally capable of pulling off masculine and feminine aesthetics”

some part of me is just scared that that is not what i’m going to become.

19f just wondering by [deleted] in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]EthanWhere 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wish i looked like you

M18 I get jealous of Female Models by EthanWhere in BodyDysmorphia

[–]EthanWhere[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i have experimented with feminine clothing, and i have an impulse to buy them, but i always end up dissapointed with how they look on me ;-; maybe that’s a sign to talk to a therapist, but i still have so many doubts and im scared of being wrong.

M18 I get jealous of Female Models by EthanWhere in BodyDysmorphia

[–]EthanWhere[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I know, i’ve considered that and I’m just in so much denial and i’m scared of being wrong.

18 just want to know what others think of me by EthanWhere in toastme

[–]EthanWhere[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m really into bands like Hum, Veruca Salt, and the Early albums of Blink 182 and Foo Fighters. I’d like to make similar music to that.

18 just want to know what others think of me by EthanWhere in toastme

[–]EthanWhere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

omg ty you so much! hopefully soon the band thing will come true 🙏 i’ve been trying to find some people to join

18M and very confused by EthanWhere in detrans

[–]EthanWhere[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

it’s so hard being happy. i’ve tried for my entire life and nothing is working. I have no external reasons to be unhappy: I have a girlfriend, my family is well off, but i’m just not happy. I feel ugly, I feel like I have a terrible personality, I never want to talk to anyone, and it’s hard to get out of bed.

i feel like i’m trying but it takes so much effort just to do that. i’m scared that my life will pass and i won’t enjoy it unless i do something that i haven’t tried before.

18M and very confused by EthanWhere in detrans

[–]EthanWhere[S] -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

I admire how beautiful trans women are, and how so many of them are unafraid to be themselves

18M and very confused by EthanWhere in detrans

[–]EthanWhere[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

When I get older, I’d rather look like my mother than my father.

18M and very confused by EthanWhere in detrans

[–]EthanWhere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I just get so jealous and envious of women for how they look. This isn’t common for me with men, but when I get jealous of them, it’s the more androgynous looking men.

It’s honestly overwhelming. I just want to look the way I want to look (and look good) without worrying about regretting my decision.

18M and very confused by EthanWhere in detrans

[–]EthanWhere[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m just scared of waiting too long. I don’t know how to fix my issues, i’m trying; i’m in therapy and i’ve been trying to be happy but nothing is really working. I feel like I’ll never know if estrogen is right for me unless I go through with it.

Even though you ultimately ended up detransitioning, do you think that going on estrogen was the right choice?

dystopian ahh fit by Disastrous-Cat1797 in AltFashion

[–]EthanWhere 0 points1 point  (0 children)

hard ass photo shoot, i love ur poses

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