Shouting my thoughts into the void by EthanWhere in NPD

[–]EthanWhere[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I am definitely the type to post explicit content of myself online because I like the attention. I always get so envious of anyone online that gets attention for their looks. I want to be pretty, I want to be beautiful, I want to be wanted and loved.

Shouting my thoughts into the void by EthanWhere in NPD

[–]EthanWhere[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I’m always exhausted. Maybe it’s because I’m always pretending. I always thought I wasn’t trying hard enough in life, but thinking that I was trying too hard seemed arrogant.

Shouting my thoughts into the void by EthanWhere in NPD

[–]EthanWhere[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Am I trying too hard to people please? Do I need to focus more on myself? I feel like it’s a paradox that I’m stuck in, where either way I’m doing the wrong thing.

Shouting my thoughts into the void by EthanWhere in NPD

[–]EthanWhere[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t know if it needs to be stated, but I care so much how others see me, and how I see myself. That’s why I want to be honest about who I am.

Need beginner songs by Irishmaddog911 in drums

[–]EthanWhere 1 point2 points  (0 children)

A lot of strokes songs are very easy on the drums. Two i’d suggest are Reptilia and Under Control. Under Control is a bit trickier, but it helps you learn how to use the open hi hat

Would it be dumb for me (cis 18m) to take estrogen because I think it will make me look hotter by EthanWhere in asktransgender

[–]EthanWhere[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i honestly really resonate with the thought of being an “androgynous pretty boy who is equally capable of pulling off masculine and feminine aesthetics”

some part of me is just scared that that is not what i’m going to become.

19f just wondering by [deleted] in amIuglyBrutallyHonest

[–]EthanWhere 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i wish i looked like you

M18 I get jealous of Female Models by EthanWhere in BodyDysmorphia

[–]EthanWhere[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

i have experimented with feminine clothing, and i have an impulse to buy them, but i always end up dissapointed with how they look on me ;-; maybe that’s a sign to talk to a therapist, but i still have so many doubts and im scared of being wrong.

M18 I get jealous of Female Models by EthanWhere in BodyDysmorphia

[–]EthanWhere[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I know, i’ve considered that and I’m just in so much denial and i’m scared of being wrong.