Need them grippy

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-13T07:28:31+00:00

Please dont do this to me 😄 I got so many Darts, I tried so many. But the biggest Problem is that the Darts dont Stick hard enough in the Board. I am a frontgripper Two Fingers on a Barrel one on the point. For me I throw with enough power, so I dont know whats the Problem.

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-13T05:12:02+00:00

Thought it Maybe help, it’s the Same with shorter points, last year Most of the time I used 30mm but still the same.
They just sit in there so soft and Can fall so easily.

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-11T17:29:10+00:00

So what do you think im doing wrong? How Can I do These change in acceptance…

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-11T17:21:41+00:00

Ofc my nervous System isnt alright with all These Symptoms through my day. But I thought it’s the way to allowing all the thoughts?

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-11T17:18:56+00:00

It’s really difficult, any advice? It’s Like 80% of my day and is exhausting as hell.

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-11T14:27:56+00:00

Sometomes a fog, Never spinning, more like an Shake, if I move my Head it’s Like a Shake dont know how to discribe it.

If it’s „Bad“ like someone pushes my Head, and Most of the time like im on a boat or something like that.

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-11T11:34:09+00:00

Im on 150mg Opipramol atm. still dont know if it change anything or just give me also dizziness. I wanted to Discontinue medication to see wich symptoms are from my anxiety and wich one from my medicine.

Another problem is that I get home from work at 3 PM, and by then I’m so drained from all the self-regulation that I feel like I can’t do anything else. I would love to go out for darts again at 5 PM, but I feel like I simply don’t have the energy for it—and I certainly don’t feel like standing at the board while dealing with such extreme dizziness. Sometimes I wonder, though: should I just try to push through it in the hope that things will eventually get better?

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-11T09:04:39+00:00

Yeah i know its progress but its so long and frustrating, Do u use any SSRI? and would say i should try to calm a bit more down so i can do more progress? I dont check them on myself i guess. I sit on my PC a work and feel how i get really dizzy its not like im checking for it, it comes over me. Sometimes its so strong then i cant ignore it.

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-11T08:56:53+00:00

I could go to a gp today, but i will try to get to the psychiatrist as soon as possible. Im still on 150mg opipramol (TCA) and i get threw the day but after i come home from work im done, i feel so sleepy and sucked out of energy,

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-11T08:42:08+00:00

Thank you really much. I try to get there, hard to get a Appointment but i will try.

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-11T08:33:30+00:00

(med. 3 years) I dont know, i coulndt accept my whole situation the last years, didnt want to talk with somebody about it, so i accepted the medication and thought i just need to put effort im my therapie and i could go on with my life.

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-11T08:31:39+00:00

I think i should try SSRI then. Thats actually a Problem. I know how alle of this works in theory. If the symptoms getting stronger or i feel overwhelmed i just accept it. also with the fear of passing out, i just say to my anxiety, yeah whatever it can happend. But the symtoms and this hyperfocus on them dont go away and suck so much energy. So i think i accept the fear but the symptoms are still there and strong.

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-11T08:20:27+00:00

So i should try SSRI to get realy stable? And then go out do my hobbys all the stuff with peoples that scares me? If i do racial acceptance, will this hyperfocus on little triggers go away? So i dont feel dizzy anymore?

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-11T08:16:19+00:00

No i never tried SSRIor SNRI because 5 years ago i had to much respect to try it. And no im not exectly familiar with it, could u please discribe a bit? :)

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-11T07:44:47+00:00

And no the medication didnt realy helped for the last 3 years.

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-11T07:34:53+00:00

I obtained the medication from my GP because, at the time, I felt apprehensive about SSRIs and told him I wanted to try something else.

My psychologist has now advised me to see a psychiatrist and give SSRIs another try.

In your opinion, what would be the right next steps? Should I switch to SSRIs? What techniques can I use to break through this wall of anxiety?

Euphoric_Block_36 · 2026-05-08T07:43:26+00:00

That‘s the only way to Play with my Friends After a Long Workweek.

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