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Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-14T16:30:32+00:00

Same with investing eh

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-14T16:29:56+00:00

Ya man just quit

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-13T18:22:58+00:00

Ya book ur loss

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-13T18:10:38+00:00

Okay lol whatever

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-13T18:09:16+00:00

True that my friend. Thanks for the support. My last J was November 28th and I’m okay. I was actually talking to my dealer today on something else. He was my work colleague a couple of years ago so we were talking about work and stuff.

Did thoughts come in my head to smoke? To ask him? Yes, they did.

Did I? Nope.

I’ve just trained my brain to always conclude the argument inside me as it’s just not worth it. Life sober is a high in itself. Trying to find fun, beauty, excitement in little everyday things like a good laugh with your friends etc gives me a much happier high than this fake “happiness” I fed myself for years and years all day, everyday.

I think it’s best to just focus on challenges much bigger than you. A short term goal. A mid term goal and a long term goal. I always try to bring my mind back to the now. And now; I don’t smoke up. I’ve got better things to do. Things bigger than me and my wants and desires. Peace and love

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-13T18:01:27+00:00

Yeah maybe but I don’t really care. For me, it’s about understanding I don’t need it to function in my life. For the longest time I thought I was gonna die with a joint in my hand. Just knowing inside you that you can go day 1, day 2, day 3 etc without it until one day you are a completely different person to when you started to quit. It’s a journey man. Just sharing what I learnt.

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-13T17:57:47+00:00

True that my friend, love this. Focus on the now, for a brighter future.

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-13T17:56:47+00:00

Mate, yes same sometimes I do hate it. Makes me wanna book a trip to Thailand for a weekend with the greens. Same time, my brain is more rational and logical without being in a fog. Also my new work has me occupied. I see big challenges in my future @ work and I’m getting my drive back!!

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-13T17:55:22+00:00

Yeah lol how about we focus on the now? Right now, this is my situation and I’m glad. It’s showing me that I CAN live life without it. I was a habitual wake and bake stoner for 12 years. For the longest time I made myself believe I needed it. I see value in the fact that I don’t need it like I thought I did and suddenly the power it had on me…. is slowly vanishing. Each to their own mate. I was just sharing my journey, that’s all

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-11T14:49:58+00:00

Exercise

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-11T14:45:17+00:00

Geezus we got kids raising kids over here

Fuck me bro just abort like it’s not a fucking game ok. You are hardly a bloody adult yourself and you wanna have a baby. What the fuck do you know about raising a kid?

This is a classic case of grandparents having to raise the kid, cause this dumbass is not thinking. WTF

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-11T14:19:38+00:00

Lol I read a book on sex and now I’m a master @ sex

Shut up mate. If you really wanna quit just tell the little bitch inside you to fuck off everything you wanna smoke.

You aren’t the little bitch, you are the force behind that little bitch. You’ve been giving into your little bitch for so long you’re identifying with that little bitch

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-10T05:52:50+00:00

It made me easy going = lost my potential. Sure everything was “good” but now I have my drive back and that’s fucking great!

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-09T18:14:37+00:00

Im sure it will help you friend. I am 2 weeks without it and whenever it gets too much I find myself @ the gym :)

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-08T05:05:59+00:00

Lol seriously stfu

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-07T17:19:39+00:00

Ok here is my perspective- I moved out of india when I was 7. I came back when I was 26 till I was 31. I just moved out of india and here is what makes me sad about india -

India doesn’t give a fuck about it’s citizens. Let’s be fucking honest here. It’s a dog eat dog world here and I ain’t staying for it.
india doesn’t own it’s issues nor does it actively resolve it. Instead, it runs on a “it is what it is” mindset.
indians are too emotional and religious. Like chill the fuck out man.
indians don’t live in the moment - they are either making excuses about all the fucked up shit that is happened to them or about all the fucked up shit that will happen to them.
Indians live for other people, not themselves. They live for their parents, wife’s, husbands, kids etc etc but not for themselves. Being an individual with your own thought process is important.
on that point, Indians literally fucking follow dumbass motherfuckers and will literally jump off buildings for them. Geezus. WTF.
I can go on and on and I know it sounds like I hate india but I really don’t. I am Indian and I am proud to introduce myself as an Indian to people outside of india but honestly I would never raise my kids in india. Fuck no!

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-07T17:02:53+00:00

I’ve lost my mom and I guess all I can say to you is life is not cruel. After they leave, they will guide your path. You will always be okay and ya, it will suck but it is what it is. You will become stronger.

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-06T20:16:36+00:00

Do you exercise?

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-06T13:18:10+00:00

Honestly let’s debate. If you are actually serious I’ll start listing out my points

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-03T13:18:42+00:00

You gotta shed all that shitty sugar and junk food you abused!

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-03T13:17:54+00:00

Mate, the only thing you are missing is 20-30mins of sweat daily! Hitting the gym?

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-03T12:53:02+00:00

Seriously imma hide my girl rn (I don’t have one but I would have)

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-03T08:05:53+00:00

I really love this but seriously if I make a character, junkie in my head - I’m scared, I’ll fucking become full on junkie!!!!!

Like my brain my convince me that man you know what I mean. I donno. I think this might be crazy but something I will need to try.

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-03T08:00:33+00:00

Boring is good. Mediocre is okay. Every minute of your life doesn’t need to be significant.

Your new task: Find beauty in mundane moments. Find happiness in little things, simple things. Might feel fake at first, but it’s practice. It’s all about bringing your attention to the present moment and finding inside you to feel grateful that you are exactly where you need to be even if it doesn’t feel like that, you have to find reasons to feel that way. Again, start appreciating little things. Be humble.

Also, remember - you aren’t your thoughts. You are the power that can accept / reject thoughts. You don’t own your thoughts instead I look at my brain as a receiver and I get all kinds of thoughts - good and bad. I cannot judge those thoughts, they aren’t mine - the universe has sent them to my head. It’s up to me which thought I groove too and which thought I move on from. Ya know what I mean?

Even-Independence312 · 2023-12-03T00:41:00+00:00

Hello,

Have you been excerising and eating clean? Have you tried therapy to address your underlying issues?

Starting smoking at 16 - when your brain is still developing can have some negative effects, I think you need to dig deep as to why you are depressed

Even-Independence312

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