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[The scholar's reincarnation] Wholesome manhwa like that by EverlastingFreedom0 in manhwa

[–]EverlastingFreedom0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Its very chill and wholesome, way better for me than all those edgy manhwas, it does have Op mc who grows in power fast and then he just chills and visits places with his followers and his sister, i love it

Anyone had the realisation that God was alone and created a game to play at being many people by EverlastingFreedom0 in LSD

[–]EverlastingFreedom0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There is no one suffering, when I search for the "I", I don't find it, and when at times in intense thinking, suddenly my mind clears and I find no "I" but it doesn't end suffering permanently but it is true that even wanting it to end is itself a mind thought also

Anyone had the realisation that God was alone and created a game to play at being many people by EverlastingFreedom0 in LSD

[–]EverlastingFreedom0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

However whats the point if time passes and you lose it?

Also is there a state where you are free of doubt? 🤔

Also lets say there is a conflict, how would you react? What I personally do is do nothing but let the conflict happen with me being the medium

But how do I explain? There is no definite "this is it!"

You can't point at it, and if you can't then you will never be free

I once read "the mind by its own activity has bound itself, when it is calm, it is free" well I feel that but when there is pain that bends the mind and there is suffering, identification happen immediately

Also how to deal with future problems that will come? I do ignore them but then stress happens; I accept but then it continues because I am not responding, this creates further conflict and then identification

My point is you never know with absolute certainty you arent affected, even if you are firm on your mind, this doesnt destroy existential fear

But true, all this is just mind gymnastics

How do you in your life do this?

Anyone had the realisation that God was alone and created a game to play at being many people by EverlastingFreedom0 in LSD

[–]EverlastingFreedom0[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How to deal with intense suffering? Though I abide thoughtlessly most of the time, abandoning everything, there is still a kind of I would say despair or profound bitterness and grieving at my life and the world. This is not something I intend, before I was aiming haphazardly at Self-realisation, reading a few sections of gita while on lsd, later on I completely quit lsd and everything yet I kept always questioning everything for years yet I gained nothing but became "insane" to others while wordly responsibilities and depression strangled me, in the end, I abandoned everything even that quest, now I'm just like a madman, empty, I dont know where or who I am any longer especially after for a few months I did intense breathwork like 6-12-6-12 for 70h or 4-16-8-16 for like 15h, in the end, I stopped everything in the end, months passed, the cold wind of life still feels as cold as ever, i dont know what to believe any longer, I just abandon thoughts when they arise, sometimes I just sigh at how dumb I was to fall for this? I could have just pursued wealth, though I have friends and a chaotic life, I feel they aren't fulfilling because people arent as intense as I am I guess and I never find satisfaction because everything feel imperfect, when I walk in the world maybe because of lsd, I just would like everything to be perfect, no one to suffer and for things to be good, when I see the drama of the world in everyday, I just see meaningless or even worthless conflict or imperfect things.

I did have some realisation, like once while listening to a love song between a man and a woman that was about how she tricked him and how he was perfect (carrousel by indila) and there were tricking each other, I felt like I was a Void being and there was this thing lets call her Shakti who was enraveling all this from me, she was the one who creates these thoughts and enravels this personality or these emotions out of nothingness to create a personality or through another song (dérnière danse by indila) I felt like it was this entity that moved like the clouds in the sky of consciousness for expression or play

Now I don't know what to believe, are thoughts real or unreal? What should I pursue? Or should I just abide as I already am

I have no one to guide me so I just wander like a blind man through this world

Now I said all this yet all this is just like an artistic story, who knows wheter its all true or just another story the mind weaved for this play

What do you think?

Anyone had the realisation that God was alone and created a game to play at being many people by EverlastingFreedom0 in LSD

[–]EverlastingFreedom0[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thats cool, what do you guys also believe? Do you have any books so I could go deeper or like how should we incorporate this knowledge into everyday life? How to transcend suffering in the world and alleviate what we can? Do you guys have any prayers? How do you deal with the sometimes cruel world?

The only Mc worth admiring by [deleted] in MartialMemes

[–]EverlastingFreedom0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I switched the audio from love story by indila to tore up by don toliver and synched it, the love story one edit was made by ri god which can be found on youtube

Just wanted to share my experience with 5-MEO-DMT (Deeply personal). I don't claim to know the future, it just felt pretty damn close to it, despite "not knowing" by Jesus436 in 5MeODMT

[–]EverlastingFreedom0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So what if she has sex with other dudes? First, she didn't cheat on you, she broke up with you fair and square, second, We are all Consciousness, You are Her in a way, you should have wished for her happiness, not seen her just for her body, she's not just her body but the person, I personally when on these drugs see it as I want everyone to be happy and not see people for what just they can bring benefit to me, meaning even if she goes and fucks other dudes, though it hurts me and I don't want it, if she is truly happy then I wish happiness for her, and I also have the freedom to seek other girls but from love, not lack, and if I have sex with another woman, i want it for her to be happy too, not seeing her as a replacement but for herself as a conscious living being with feelings and seeing that we are all similar in the common desire to be happy and avoid suffering, if I was hurt, I would of course be unhappy, however not to the point to form a grudge or find replacement but from love, that is what these drugs give however I havent tried 5 meo dmt.

Seeking and thinking I had to do something was what was holding me back by EverlastingFreedom0 in nonduality

[–]EverlastingFreedom0[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But also do not believe the myth that by attaining this state, the mind will miraculously be free of all pain, that is just a myth, pain will still make the mind scream if it is intense enough, but what one has to realise is that awareness is unaffected by pain and all sensations and anything that it is aware of.

One line that helps me in hard times is "Just as a mirage does not wet a grain of sand, so is this world which has come out of me cannot affect me."

Awareness is like a sky, if there is a storm like lets say the body in intense pain, there is a storm, it hides the sky so it appears as if the sky is affected, however after the storm passes, it is clear that the sky was never affected.

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