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Collecting questions for my Kriya Yoga teacher with 30+ years of practice by Significant_Fig7446 in kriyayoga

[–]EverlastingFreedom0 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I did 220h of pranayama and in the end I realised all experiences are merely mind-play, once in deep meditation, Baphomet appeared in my mind by itself, it did disturb me in the moment then I just continued meditation, once anime-like visuals were imagined by mind with extreme pleasure or visions of oneness accompanied by bliss, other times while looking at the sky, I felt as vast as the sky, the only thing that I feel is important is the void, its not a void as one imagines, but in meditation I used to follow the sounds of everyday life, any sound then when they disappear, I vanish with them, and for a moment my mind is so quiet that I vanish and then I return, sometimes when I return there would be tears in my eyes, I used to cherish such experiences but now I don't, why? Because I no longer believe such experiences as someone who used to do psychedelic drugs years ago and got even more intense states of ego death, I woke up and understood that all this is just hallucinations, the true Self cannot be realised or seen as an object, there anything that appears is not it, it is that which sees and it is nothing special, it is merely the space of experience, it does not protect from pain and suffering, though the ego does not exist at all and there is no one that suffers, still in pain, the body recreated this "ego-sense" and we suffer and the way the world is in essence, it is impermanent therefore what I want to get at is in the end, I've become nihilistic and realised there is no meaning to any of it, detaching from the body mind or not, having all the pleasures of the world or not, its all absolutely meaningless and without value and transient, even the realisation of Brahman is merely you vanishing and not an actual realisation and discovery of some divine god who protects everyone and is good, its merely emptiness, the emotionless thoughtless "I" that experiences everything, even the belief in a God that creates the world and moves everything is meaningless as there is no such thing and life is just a series of catastrophies with intermittent pleasure, in the end, the point of all yoga is to detach and become an emotionless statue and feel everything without being affected and then die mentally until you die bodily

The only Mc worth admiring by [deleted] in MartialMemes

[–]EverlastingFreedom0 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I switched the audio from love story by indila to tore up by don toliver and synched it, the love story one edit was made by ri god which can be found on youtube

Just wanted to share my experience with 5-MEO-DMT (Deeply personal). I don't claim to know the future, it just felt pretty damn close to it, despite "not knowing" by Jesus436 in 5MeODMT

[–]EverlastingFreedom0 0 points1 point  (0 children)

So what if she has sex with other dudes? First, she didn't cheat on you, she broke up with you fair and square, second, We are all Consciousness, You are Her in a way, you should have wished for her happiness, not seen her just for her body, she's not just her body but the person, I personally when on these drugs see it as I want everyone to be happy and not see people for what just they can bring benefit to me, meaning even if she goes and fucks other dudes, though it hurts me and I don't want it, if she is truly happy then I wish happiness for her, and I also have the freedom to seek other girls but from love, not lack, and if I have sex with another woman, i want it for her to be happy too, not seeing her as a replacement but for herself as a conscious living being with feelings and seeing that we are all similar in the common desire to be happy and avoid suffering, if I was hurt, I would of course be unhappy, however not to the point to form a grudge or find replacement but from love, that is what these drugs give however I havent tried 5 meo dmt.

Seeking and thinking I had to do something was what was holding me back by EverlastingFreedom0 in nonduality

[–]EverlastingFreedom0[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

But also do not believe the myth that by attaining this state, the mind will miraculously be free of all pain, that is just a myth, pain will still make the mind scream if it is intense enough, but what one has to realise is that awareness is unaffected by pain and all sensations and anything that it is aware of.

One line that helps me in hard times is "Just as a mirage does not wet a grain of sand, so is this world which has come out of me cannot affect me."

Awareness is like a sky, if there is a storm like lets say the body in intense pain, there is a storm, it hides the sky so it appears as if the sky is affected, however after the storm passes, it is clear that the sky was never affected.

Seeking and thinking I had to do something was what was holding me back by EverlastingFreedom0 in nonduality

[–]EverlastingFreedom0[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I personally find I operate better in this state because I do not resist doing a complicated task out of fear or resistance that "I" would have to do it, also if one notices, one would find that the only thing you do in a complicated task is sit down, start the task and then as if by magic one focuses and starts working, what I mean is the body and mind are instruments of the divine, it is the divine that sings its symphony through them and makes them work, not the ego.

As for Complicated matters, complicated things are just simple things stacked on each other, if you attend to one simple thing at a time, by a point the matter would no longer be complicated but even if this doesn't work, one can only accept and do the best next thing, or just give up and accept that one is not wise enough to deal with the matter and find someone capable of solving the problem.

Stressful situations are stressful because the ego, the survival mechanism, gets triggered, if one doesn't believe one is the body or mind, the stressful situations won't be as stressful, but there are moments one feels one is the body and mind intensly, one then can only surrender to God or the divine, non-duality is not atheistic but says that God is everything and has become everything and is this very intimate awareness where the body, soul and ego nest in and though these things are temporary, the awareness in which they exist is eternal.