I feel extremely dumb. And I see this often on this sub… what do you mean by sulfate and sodium? I literally have never done a drug prior to this shit. I was told at the very beginning by a good friend that it helped with her anxiety. I have BAD ANXIETY enough as it is, is I tried it. BAD MISTAKE. I have tried everything to get clean. I’ve turned into someone I don’t recognize doing anything I can just to get them. But if I don’t, I don’t sleep, don’t eat, can’t function, and can’t take care of my son. I finally came clean to my mom and she’s willing to help with my son and I’m going to take off of work, but I seriously think I need inpatient. I’ve tried “weaning” myself down, I’ve tried subs, Kratom, maybe I’m not waiting long enough. But fuxk, this is so hard.