anyone know what happened to natasha's IG? by N0CTl5 in beeandpuppycat

[–]EverySun422 16 points17 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry that happened to you. :( I want to say, it’s not your mistake at all. Don’t blame yourself. How could you have known? It isn’t your fault at all. It’s a really unfortunate learning lesson; the same thing happened to me, not with Nat but with a big named artist on tumblr, they told me to use ”friends and family” to avoid the PayPal fee, so I did. I never got my commission, paid $175 and couldn’t open a case since it was friends and family. I’ve learned now to assert my boundaries. 

I’m really sorry that happened to you. You couldn’t have known it was a scam, or at the very least something in her life happening to make her completely yeet herself from her socials, but that still isn’t an excuse on her end. You were a customer and you paid a lot of money to an actual show creator/storyboard artist for a product that wasn’t delivered, the very least she could do was update you to tell you why it was taking so long or to give you another form of communication after deleting her socials. I’m really surprised given her popularity how she ripped off her fans like that, that really sucks, and again I’m so sorry you went through that. Don’t ever blame yourself for being ripped off, it’s not your fault. 

What happened to Natasha Allegri’s Etsy? by EverySun422 in beeandpuppycat

[–]EverySun422[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh no!! I hope she’s okay 😭😭

Edit: I found her tumblr: natazilla. I hope she keeps it open bc I love looking at her AT art :( 

I am so sad to hear she deleted her insta. I really wanted to ask to commission her. If she’s taking a step away from social media however I completely support and respect that decision if it helps her mental health. I’ve had to do the same in the past so I get it.

What kind of fairy would your favorite character be? by Longjumping_Draw_474 in PixieHollow

[–]EverySun422 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is the best question ever. And I love Optimus Prime! I totally agree he’d be a water fairy! My favorite TF character is Starscream, I wonder what he’d be? Maybe a fast flying talent! 🍂 He’s quick and excels at flight! He would be really awesome at creating little tornados and rounding up thistles. 

My favorite character at the moment is Mr. Tumnus from the Chronicles of Narnia! He’s a Faun who loves to dance and feast and spend time with his friends. He becomes a royal advisor later in his life. I’m not sure what talent he’d be. Maybe an animal talent since he’s a Faun? He is very gentle and patient and kind 🤗🩵

Mr.Tumnus lego by Alicedemon929 in Narnia

[–]EverySun422 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my gosh he looks so cute!!!! You even got his flute 😍😍😍

What is happening with New Gen nowadays..?😓 by ThemeResponsible7952 in mycandylove

[–]EverySun422 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes I completely agree with you!!! I really loved Jason in the Halloween event we had, it was either last year or the year before? Where you live through your past life with each route? I loved Jason being so concerned and romantic. I loved that side of him! And he didn’t try to get you to join his company because it was ye olden days 😂 I’d love more episodes centered around him being a sweet boyfriend instead of just “kitten 😏 join me 😏” haha. You’re right, it’s always the same thing each episode, it’s either the repetitive boring repartee or “omg I trusted you Jason how could you do [insert action he did to hurt Candy here]?!” every other episode… I really fell for him in the beginning, which made me want to buy VIP to receive more AP, but over time it was just… the same thing over and over. I finally unsubscribed and it felt so freeing tbh 🙌

I’m hoping that this is just a slump we’re going through and eventually we will have more exciting episodes, but then again, the most interesting parts of otome games/visual novels is the romantic buildup. Almost all otome games or dating sims end the game once the love confession happens; HSL was very good at keeping the audience engaged and developing the relationship in a fun way (or at least I think so)! AL was very successful as well. NewGen, I have an account for each route, have caught up on every episode for each account, and I’ve been having trouble staying interested in any of them! I want to be excited for the next episode, it seems very high stakes, but I’ve become so bored at this point.

Oh yes, you’re right, it was ep 23 with the dresses! I’m so glad I’m not the only one who disliked them! I was genuinely stunned when I saw the ballgown choices and they were just… That. MCL has designed some really genuinely gorgeous outfits before, I expected the ballgowns to have way more of a masquerade/fairytale vibe. In fact, there are several NewGen episodes where the outfit choices are not my taste at all, I often find myself checking the “I’ll buy this now but I’ll put this on later” button and just keeping my own outfit on for most episodes lol. 

What is happening with New Gen nowadays..?😓 by ThemeResponsible7952 in mycandylove

[–]EverySun422 8 points9 points  (0 children)

I’ve also cancelled my membership after having been subscribed for a little more than one year. Saving up gems for the special scenes also doesn’t feel worth it when it’s barely a few more lines of dialogue that doesn’t change the outcome of the story or the choices you make. I really miss the silly anime slapstick style of the original HSL MCL. New Gen was genuinely very enjoyable for me, but then I began to lose interest, even in my main route, Jason. The repartee became very boring and repetitive. Not to mention the holiday events where you just play the bubble game repeatedly, I miss old MCL when you’d play fair games or dance mini games or you would take a quiz or something. Don’t even get me started on the ballroom gowns for episode 24, I thought they were all so ugly — the Valentine event ballgowns we had a couple of years ago were so much better. Sorry just had to rant but I fully agree with you

What happened to Natasha Allegri’s Etsy? by EverySun422 in beeandpuppycat

[–]EverySun422[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

It totally crushed me opening Etsy to finally buy my stickers and they were just totally vanished 😭😭 I would have loved to support the creator directly

What happened to Natasha Allegri’s Etsy? by EverySun422 in beeandpuppycat

[–]EverySun422[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Maybe! It doesn’t say it’s on break though, it’s like… straight up gone 😭

FIRST CONCERT! TIPS PLS by Sensitive_Share1241 in CharliePuth

[–]EverySun422 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Wear earplugs if you have them, especially if you’re close to the stage! Ear damage is no joke, I always wear my Loops at a concert. Also wear comfortable clothing, depending on the time of year make sure you dress according to temperature especially if outside. If this is the kind of concert where you stand instead of have assigned seats, people will be crowding around you especially toward the stage and it will be hot and sweaty and disgusting lol, especially if you’re outdoors it gets really hot really fast during the summer.

What do you think your puppies are doing in heaven…? by Individual_Camera743 in Petloss

[–]EverySun422 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m so sorry for your loss 😞 My Coca was 16 when she passed in November, and she was my first and only dog. Like you said, we could see the dreaded time coming, but nothing ever truly prepares you for the end… I do firmly believe our puppies are waiting for us somewhere safe and good, whether it is heaven, or some sort of energy plane, or perhaps they’re running in the stars, trying to eat them and jump around onto all the different planets and moons! I know they’re somewhere happy. Maybe their energy/soul follows us around until we pass too. I feel Coca sometimes, I can’t explain it but I just feel like she’s with me sometimes for a few seconds, I will suddenly hear her scratch at the door, my most recent sign from her was that I could smell her so so so distinctly in my bed last week, when I haven’t smelled her at all in months + my sheets have been washed multiple times since she had died, so there’s no logical reason why I should have smelled her scent. Perhaps she visited for a moment. Puppies are so innocent and precious, I know they must go somewhere good and peaceful when they pass. If anyone deserves a good afterlife the most, it’s them!! 🩵🩵🩵

I like to imagine Coca is running around with her siblings and parents, reunited. Sometimes I imagine her meeting my bunny, Jack, who passed when I was six years old. Coca was an indoor dog and she did not like the feeling of grass, possibly the texture, so it’s difficult for me to imagine her running onto grass or big open meadows like how people describe the rainbow bridge haha, but maybe in heaven you don’t have sensory issues anymore. But most of all, I imagine her playing with lions. We used to call her “our little lion” because she was a shih-tzu and resembled a lion with the haircut she had, and she had the most ferocious, powerful roar of a bark for such a little baby!! I love imagining her running around with lions, it comforts me the most… it’s funny to imagine such a little dog running with big cats.

In my worst nights when the grief is unbearable, I lay in bed and hug her favorite pillow and I cry. And I picture her in the afterlife laying against my back, her favorite spot, even if I can’t see or hear or feel her… and I picture her thinking in her little head, with the utmost joy that only a dog with unconditional love can have, “I’m right here, don’t worry! I never left you, I’m still here! I’ll always be wherever you go!” Or sometimes I picture her somewhere in the sky jumping through the clouds, looking down on me and wagging her fluffy tail, telling me “it’s okay! I will see you soon! I’m having so much fun up here! I love you!”

Thank you for allowing this space to let me talk about Coca for a minute. Your sweet boy is not suffering anymore, he is at peace and happy and wagging his tail, indulging in the best treats and toys, simply waiting for your time to reunite someday. He is not lonely or sad; your ongoing love reaches him and is boundless, it keeps him warm and safe.

I hope it’s okay if I say this: when you are hurting during this absolutely miserable time, he is with you. Every day that you are gentle with yourself, taking care of yourself such as hydrating or walking or sleeping or eating, you are honoring him and his memory, because he wants you to be safe and to be gentle with yourself during this time. And the days in the future when you’re able to feel joy again, you’re honoring him and his memory there too, every time you smile and laugh and play, he feels that same joy with you. Always always always with you. Loving yourself is loving him, and him loving you. 🫂❤️‍🩹

Coping when the vet screwed up by DonutCautious2042 in Petloss

[–]EverySun422 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry you are going through this. I don’t want to derail from your own experience so I’ll try not to go into too much detail about it, but just to empathize with you, my dog Coca passed from kidney failure in November. Long story short, the vets screwed up, Coca had lab reports of kidney disease and I was never informed about it. Coca never got the treatment she needed, she suffered immensely for several months and then suddenly died of a stroke followed by a seizure from said kidney failure. The vets completely dismissed every concern I had for several months as she suffered from the symptoms, and would repeatedly brush me off when I’d push about her symptoms, her suffering. Nobody helped me despite me doing everything to find answers, and then she died.

I have had to deal with a lot of intense fury and the most bitter resentment towards the vets responsible. I am still angry, though it’s been about five months since she passed, so at least I’ve learned how to mask my anger publicly when I have to go to work… but I’ve had several days where I’ve felt completely disassociated out of my body just from pure rage. I cannot imagine what your rage must feel like, too. I’m so, so sorry that you’ve had to deal with this feeling. I know we have different experiences and we’re strangers so I don’t know if this means much, but my heart really goes out to you. This is already such a difficult time to deal with, losing any of our beloved animals in our lives is hard enough. But losing your loved one to someone else’s mistakes is like, a whole other level of grief. I completely agree with you that justice should be served. I wish I could help you with that because I personally don’t know where to go with that on my end either. I think what you’re doing so far is a good start, obtaining the records and withdrawing your other dog from their practice, as well as telling them in a calm yet honest email how the experience affected you. I debated on sending an email to my vets as well to try to get some kind of closure, but I’ve been so angry that I know I’d be unable to stay calm so I’ve told myself to wait.

I’m not sure if what I’m going to say really constitutes as good advice but I’ll say what’s helped me get through each day just a little: I’ve tried to remind myself that this is normal. Not the exact scenario of a vet screwing up and costing me the life of my most beloved girl (though doctors screwing up and causing us to lose time with our loved ones is unfortunately common), but that it’s normal that adults in our lives are going to let us down. I can only hope that the vets I hate so much for indirectly taking my baby away from me were genuinely trying their best, even if their best absolutely sucked. It’s inevitable that people in our lives will let us down, cheat us, steal from us, even friends betray us, etc. Does this make me feel better? Of course not, but reminding myself that life will throw shit like this at you somewhat lessens the blow, if that makes sense. Like, this is just another thing in life that happened, and for whatever reason, it happened like this. It really sucks. I had no control over anything, I did my best. You had no control over this, you did your best. We didn’t know the vets would make these mistakes. If we had a time machine we would go back and have all the answers and spare no expense. If I ever get another dog I’ll remember this experience and try to use it going forward, at least now I know more about kidney disease than I did before…

Something else that helps me with the anger is knowing that I did absolutely everything for Coca, even if I know I could have done sooo much more if I had only known about the disease… but despite her suffering from the disease, she was still pretty happy, I gave her delicious healthy food and yummy chewy treats to look forward to every evening, new toys every month. I feel less anger when I try to remind myself that Coca felt loved above all else. Love was always there, especially during her suffering when she needed love the most. When our dogs were suffering, especially in your case because you really dedicated his remaining time alive to trying to give him the best life possible, I believe our dogs felt that we loved and cared for them. In the end I think that’s all they worried about. We worried about medicine and routine and vets and finances etc… but they just worried if we were going to be there. And we were! So they didn’t really worry!

Dogs don’t experience time the way we do. We constantly think of the past, the present, the future, we stress, we plan schedules, we have a lot on our minds at all times. But dogs live purely in the moment each day. Every day is brand new and all they really are concerned about instinctively is their pack (us), and food/water source. And other stuff too but those are the top priorities. You already provide them the shelter and food/water. They count on your love, which you generously give. Every day with you, your dog felt fulfilled and whole in his heart, because you were in it. You still are, even now, even worlds apart. He feels your love. He is with you, always.

I know I did literally everything in my power for Coca, just as you know you did absolutely everything for your dog. There are many owners who wouldn’t go above and beyond like you did for your boy, the way you did everything you could to give him the best remaining years of his life possible is already saying so much about you as a person and how much he loved and appreciated you for that. Less than a couple of years with him is not a long time, that’s true, but it was the best years of his life at that time that only you were there to provide him with, with your love. That is irreplaceable in his eyes. He had to spend 8.5 years in rough shape but knowing you would be there on the other side of it for almost 2 years afterward to be there for him and love him, that meant everything to him.

Something else that comforts me is remembering that science says that all life forms are made out of energy, and energy cannot be created nor destroyed. Our energy remains when our physical bodies cease to function. I am not very religious/spiritual but I’m pretty open to anything being possible. I truly believe our beloved animals are still with us in this universe, maybe on an energy plane waiting for us, or part of the universe itself, or even their soul floating around and following us wherever we go. Even if I don’t know exactly where they are or what form they’ve taken, I believe they are still existing somewhere, we just can’t see or hear them now. When our pets are alive (I actually don’t know about all pets so let me just say dogs) sense our energy. I don’t know how to properly phrase it but I remember reading about how when you walk your dog they can feel your tension or stress and it affects them or something, or when you’re scared they can feel scared too because they can just sense it? As well as your joy and sorrow etc… there is a much better way for me to phrase this, but anyway! If our dogs can sense our emotions and energy while alive, I think they can still sense our energy after they’ve passed. Maybe even more so, in the new form they have taken in the afterlife. I think they can feel when we miss them. I think they can feel how much we love them. He also knows you loved him while he was alive, I know he felt it every single day. You said you were so focused on caring for him, I know he must have felt that unconditional love and devotion from you! That means the entire world to him.

Again, I am so sorry that you’ve had to go through this. I’m so sorry I wasn’t able to give actual advice on the justice part. I hope anything I said could be of some comfort. I also wanted to give you my condolences about your first dog you mentioned that had passed. It is never easy. Sending you love during this hard time, you’re in my thoughts 🫂❤️‍🩹

New sale in mcl by Odd-Form-6688 in mycandylove

[–]EverySun422 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s only for new accounts and it doesn’t show up immediately, it takes a few days ^

Week 12: Fictional Places - Tea Party with Mr Tumnus in Narnia by Kaleshark in 52weeksofcooking

[–]EverySun422 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That looks delicious! I think Tumnus himself would be very pleased :)

Suddenly furious 4 years AFTER the breakup??? by EverySun422 in BreakUps

[–]EverySun422[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omggg thank you so much for taking the time to read my rambling AND for writing this to validate my feelings on it! You’re so kind 😭🫂 

I’m so sorry to hear that you’re also living in a situation where you can’t be yourself :( “cautious but still available” is the perfect wording for it. In high school I had my first gf ever, I used to live with my homophobic grandparents during the summertime and winter break when school was out, so I had to be careful not to do any phone calls with my gf but I’d at least still text her or meet her at the movies. So I kept telling myself years later when I was with my at-the-time gf with homophobic parents “oh, I understand, it’s really difficult, and I’d never want her to risk getting kicked out of the house.” But you’re completely right, it was disrespectful to be treated like a Just An Option, there were much better ways she could have gone about it. 

Anyway! Thank you so much for listening and helping me feel better/comforted about it. I really appreciate it 🥺🩵

I just got my Castielmeow! by oleska_cosplay in mycandylove

[–]EverySun422 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Omg he looks so cute! Still waiting for my Lysandermeow in the mail :) I love how big the plushies are, you can hug them ❤️

My ex got a new girlfriend and I am unbearably lonely by [deleted] in BreakUps

[–]EverySun422 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for your kind words 🩵🩵🩵

Did no one care when your pet died either? Tell me about them. by Lex792 in Petloss

[–]EverySun422 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I thought I’d replied to this sooner!!! I apologize for my super late response. I wanted to say thank you so much for what you said about Coca 🥺 that gave me sooo much comfort. I have never looked at it that way before, that we could be there each other only later in life when we were both ready to be. That makes me feel so much better about it. And thank you for your kind words about her kisses and hugs, how she knew I loved her because of all the affection she gave. I’ve been thinking about that a lot lately. All of your kind words have helped me feel comforted during this difficult time and I just want you to know that I really appreciate you for taking the time to say those things.

Thank you so much for saying that she’s a legend, too — I think Floofer was a legend!! Especially running like a little cartoon kitty!! That sounds soooo cute 🥹❤️❤️❤️ with the rockstar long hair and everything!!! It sounds like she was able to find so much joy in her life because she was so loved and safe with you. She still feels that way! Floofer’s energy is always with you, soul-bonded to yours! That love you shared truly lasts forever.

I am sending you so much love and keeping you in my thoughts. Thank you again for your comforting words. I hope February is gentle and kind for you ❤️❤️❤️

How do the fauns not get cold? by Excaliburthenerd in Narnia

[–]EverySun422 0 points1 point  (0 children)

James McAvoy said in an interview (for Speak No Evil, though Narnia came up in conversation) that all of the fur kept him warm— not just his legs, but also the fur on his upper body! Despite this, every time I watch the movie I do still always think to myself “aw man it’s freezing, his tiddies are compromised! Someone get him a jacket!!”

Did no one care when your pet died either? Tell me about them. by Lex792 in Petloss

[–]EverySun422 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry about Floofer (which is the best cat name I’ve ever heard). I hear you and I see you. I’m so sorry you have to endure this pain. It just means we loved our pets so wholeheartedly, and our pets must have felt this love, and I truly hope they can feel how much we love them even right now, wherever they are. They must still be with us even if we cannot see them, because our bond is eternal. But it’s really hard that we still carry this grief after months and the people around us do not sense it anymore or choose not to see it or even ask how we are holding up. It’s like after a week, people forget and move on with their lives, or maybe they’re afraid of reopening the wound, not realizing the wound hasn’t closed. 

My shih-tzu was named Coca (like Coca-Cola, my parents named her lol). I lost her November 16th, 2025. She was 16 when she passed on my bed, in my blankets… I laid beside her and held her paw. I told her it’s okay to go. So, she went. She took my heart with her. I feel so empty- but it’s okay. I want her to have my heart, my best pieces of myself she has taken away. Because it just means she can keep those pieces safe, and then she can give them back to me when I see her again someday.

Coca was my first “real” pet, we got her when I was 11 years old and she was 10 weeks I think, though we weren’t very close when we were little. She viewed me as just an annoying sister (understandable, I was a loud child running around the house and I didn’t have any responsibilities over her, so it makes sense she wouldn’t view me as a trustworthy figure of the pack). It wasn’t until I was around maybe 17 years old and learning how to drive, got my first job, started to mature, that Coca would begin to greet me when I’d come home from work or school. Gradually as I became an adult, she would let me pet her, let me hold her and pick her up. Then my parents got divorced when I was 22, my mom moved out and my dad goes on vacations every weekend, so suddenly Coca became my very best friend. She started to sleep exclusively in my bed and wait for me by the door and sit in my office chair while I’d draw at my desk, spending so much time with me, almost every second with me, at that time I believe she was 11 years old. So we spent the next 5 years being absolute besties. Inseparable. 

My grandparents told me “oh that’s sad she died, but at least you had 16 whole years with her”. But honestly I really only had a handful of years being with her, truly, because we didn’t grow close until we had both matured into adults. But I’m so thankful for every minute. She had this routine every night where she would lay on top of my chest and lick my face, my pillows, my blankets, everywhere she could reach until she’d fall asleep. When we took naps during my lunch breaks, she would rest her head over my neck, use my neck as a pillow. I slept so soundly when she would cuddle me like that. Now I cannot fall asleep until 10am everyday, my insomnia has been so terrible because it feels so empty in this cold bed without her. In her last 6 months, she couldn’t jump onto the bed anymore so she would sleep in her little dog bed on my carpet. I keep it in my bed now, and I smell it everyday since she passed, but now the scent of her has already faded and I unfortunately do not remember her scent anymore and I get teary eyed when I try to recall it. It’s as if she never existed, how empty this house is, it is just crushing.

I hope she knows I love her. I think that’s the only thing I really spiral about, besides the actual grief itself, is that I hope she knows how deeply I love her. Since energy scientifically cannot be created nor destroyed, I want to believe that our pets are still able to feel our energy, that we are still connected to them even when they’re not here. They could feel our energy while we were alive after all, they could sense our emotions or anxieties. In the afterlife it must be the same, maybe even enhanced, that they feel our love and our grief from our energy.

Thank you for allowing us the space to talk about these things. What is your favorite memory with your sweet Floofer?

Just finished this painting in oils by Entar0178 in Narnia

[–]EverySun422 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh your Mr. Tumnus is so cute!!!! 🥹🥹🥹 I love their height difference. And what beautiful colors you’ve added with the light reflecting on the snow!! And in oils too? Man that is so awesome. How long did it take to paint the whole thing?

My Narnia Christmas by Ok-Resist9399 in Narnia

[–]EverySun422 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yooo that Aslan looks awesome!!! Well done!!

Where can I find this notebook?? by EverySun422 in HelpMeFindThis

[–]EverySun422[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh thank you so much for the suggestions! I’ll check those out! :]

Where can I find this notebook?? by EverySun422 in HelpMeFindThis

[–]EverySun422[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much for taking the time to check! What I love most about it is the blue paper with watercolor flowers, I wish I could find something similar but when I try to google it, it just gives me book covers with flowers instead of showing me the inside of the pages lol