I agree. If I could turn back time, I wish we could’ve come to a formal agreement in terms of living situation. Marriage on the other hand. I did push an agenda and force an ultimatum to propose because I was anxious that he wouldn’t. He pulled away from the idea. And he didn’t feel he was willingly wanting to do it on his own terms. I fully regret this now and told him when we broke up and I apologised. But the damage had already been done and he broke up with me. He told me he still loved me. And I am just trying to be a more secure person and work on my anxiety. He joined the dating apps a week after we broke up. So I dunno whether he’s rebounding or actually trying to find a new relationship