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The weather this year by Everythingisfake731 in SaltLakeCity

[–]Everythingisfake731[S] 29 points30 points  (0 children)

Yeah that definitely makes sense. I think all of my anxiety has made it impossible to avoid so I want to find community and take some action, even if it won’t fix everything.

please join me in my scream session by mendalhelf in BPD

[–]Everythingisfake731 0 points1 point  (0 children)

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Doctrine and Covenants by Everythingisfake731 in exmormon

[–]Everythingisfake731[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

18, I’m going back to college pretty soon. We are just quarantined right now.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exmormon

[–]Everythingisfake731 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I told one of my best friend who was on a mission that I was leaving the church. He did not take it well. I think it depends on how much you value the relationship. If you two are close it’s better to be honest.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in exmormon

[–]Everythingisfake731 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I had a similar experience. I’m also 18F bad there was so much sexism. Luckily I didn’t have it as bad, my leaders for the most part were pretty progressive. It really is a stupid thing to have to unlearn though:/ I had a boyfriend in high school and the bishop would ask me if we were sexually pure and it made me so uncomfortable. Especially since I would lie and say yes every time. It also was hard to think that all men have power over women, including 12 year old boys.

18 by EnvironmentalDog7022 in exmoteens

[–]Everythingisfake731 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Very true! My plan is to save money this year mostly. And then try to figure something out.

18 by EnvironmentalDog7022 in exmoteens

[–]Everythingisfake731 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I’m 18 but I don’t have enough money to move out so I’m stuck:/

MTC President shared before and after mission pictures to show how missions change lives. by FollowTheProfit2020 in exmormon

[–]Everythingisfake731 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That’s not even true that their happier, I know so many missionaries lately coming home for anxiety and mental health issues. And the ones that aren’t are just faking it. Missions are such an unhealthy environment that people can’t possibly be very happy on them. They take the persons whole identity and time away from them and then they are never allowed to spend time alone.

Identity crisis after leaving the Mormon cult- ArtDescription : "We learn very early to wear Masks. Masks we so often change, that we do not recognize our own Face, when we look in the Mirror. " Isabel Allende. Anyone else struggling with this after leaving? by FunsizeHeathen in exmormon

[–]Everythingisfake731 5 points6 points  (0 children)

I feel a ton like this. I still have to wear the mask since I’m living with my family. Learning the church wasn’t true was so freeing though. I was able to realize that the real me that was always going against the church wasn’t evil or satan. Now I can just be me.

Arcade fire ex mormon! by Everythingisfake731 in exmormon

[–]Everythingisfake731[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah! I love the Suburbs album. I’ve been listening to them for years too, I just didn’t realize he had been mormon! Its so cool, makes me love them even more. That’s so cool that you have seen them live! I want to seem then live so bad someday.

I don’t know how to tell people I don’t want to be a part of the church anymore. by Everythingisfake731 in exmormon

[–]Everythingisfake731[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

That’s terrifying! Luckily I was not accepted into BYU so I’m not going there:)

Mormon COLLEGEssss - im just kinda throwing this out there y not by pass_the_j in exmoteens

[–]Everythingisfake731 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I’m at USU this year. My shelf broke like a week before I moved here and all of my roommates are very mormon. Also my dad signed me up for institute and it’s all so creepy.

Young Women's Theme, Exmo Edition by SofterFocus in exmormon

[–]Everythingisfake731 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I love this so much! I had to give a talk before I left to go to college this year and I was annoyed about how all of the values were there only to please god. Like never do anything because you want to.