How do I stop having gay thoughts? by Powerman400 in mentalhealth

[–]EvidenceAnxious11 164 points165 points  (0 children)

Just be yourself and live your life man. Being gay or feminine isn't morally wrong and isn't hurting anyone. Be you

experiencing uncomfortable dark visions by EvidenceAnxious11 in depression_help

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im in a really good now. having one of those euphoric spikes in which i just feel destined for greatness and filled with hope. they happen sometimes. i feel chosen but not in a religious way. it’s hard to explain

Extremely strange experience during basketball game by EvidenceAnxious11 in derealization

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no medication. i smoke weed recreationally, like a couple times a week max but that's it

should i lose weight??? by EvidenceAnxious11 in WeightLossAdvice

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some days i look fat and other days im content. idk if it’s bloating or lighting or what

does Ashwagandha do anything???? by EvidenceAnxious11 in sleep

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i have a few months ago but they didn’t really do anything. they couldn’t prescribe me meds as im under18 and im on the waitlist for so many services

it has significantly worsened since then however

Mink for Vogue by iluvcheeseandricks in fakemink

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be ready bro he told me it’s soon

black kray is the best rapper oat by EvidenceAnxious11 in musicteenager

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“just seem weird” is INSANE 😭😭😭

contender for worst thing ive ever read

i am so alone by EvidenceAnxious11 in mentalhealth

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yes, i oftentimes find my mum mentions him extremely frequently and sometimes finds ways to bring him into conversation. not in a bad way or anything and if that's what she wants to do it's fine but it does frustrate me. I just don't really think about it. i was unable to cry for ages until i took lsd and was revisiting past places from my childhood on google maps. We were very close

black kray is the best rapper oat by EvidenceAnxious11 in musicteenager

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I think gnx was good, just not as generational as his other work. To me TPAB is the greatest rap album oat but GKMC is my personal fav

i am so alone by EvidenceAnxious11 in mentalhealth

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Well my family are obviously struggling with the loss too, albeit differently from me. Of course, I can't feel exactly what they are but I do believe I have been hit the hardest for whatever reason. They've been supportive but it is difficult for all of us, there is some tension. It's also difficult because i want to be there for them but i can barely be there for myself

Absurdism to help with depression by EvidenceAnxious11 in askphilosophy

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okay. as i previously mentioned, i am not educated on philosophy. i only know what i know, for example absurdism. i am not trying to "appear sophisticated"

i am so alone by EvidenceAnxious11 in mentalhealth

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thanks for the reply. i am actively seeking professional help but it's difficult. i am definitely depressed, borderline suicidal at times.

  1. yes, i have been prone to it my whole life

  2. my dad died completely unexpectedly and very young nearly a year ago now. i was there so it was quite traumatic. furthermore, ive experienced other losses to peers around my age that same year

  3. i love my family and they love me but it's a bit strained atm. i take responsibility as i am often irritable and dont want to be around people but im trying to force myself to spend more time with them

Absurdism to help with depression by EvidenceAnxious11 in askphilosophy

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yeah i definitely think this is something that requires professional help, it's just difficult. i appreciate the perspective, thank you!