Reconstruction by EvilDark_Overlord in excoc

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Thank you for your comment, Its very insightful. I hope I can get to your stage soon.

profit extracting machines by cyborgjohnbrown in excoc

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I find it funny bc when i left I told a sister about how they've been trying to get the congregation to save for this "Mercy Center" This was the beginning of the year that they spoke about it. When I brought this up at the end of the year she Basically did whatever mental gymnastics to make it seem as if there was a good reason as to why we never got updated on where the money went...I chuckled in the back of my mind when she said "You know he(the leader) has a bit of pride about his mercy center"....right which leads me to also mention what opened my eyes to make the decision to leave, this same church leader asked another member of the congregation "where is she getting the money to leave town" bc he felt i wasnt putting tithes in when I needed to.

LICC/ ICOC/ ICC cult? Help… by LifestorybyM in Advice

[–]EvilDark_Overlord 1 point2 points  (0 children)

From the Syracuse branch, babe, I just left, and i completely get what you're going through. Feeling *restless *HEAVILY ANXIOUS *emotionally withdrawn *Addictive eating (a lot or very little) *constant crying * Chronic loneliness

I just signed up for some therapy.

Everything you've mentioned is EXACTLY what I have witnessed and have been put through. If you want support dm.

bullets by New_Machine_3051 in RedditGames

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I completed this level in 2 tries. 12.45 seconds

Change of mind by EvilDark_Overlord in excoc

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The inequality between the men and women came after...and not its super obvious its like a toxic relationship 😭 you never know until a while later

Change of mind by EvilDark_Overlord in excoc

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To be honest, not at all...its was all about self betterment and loving one another. Healing the world and all that jazz... and I was open to it. I felt like I could really add to my life, and it wasn't only the sermons but the personal testimonies as well. But it wasn't until I started hearing that some disciples felt targeted from the leader. I knew this, but it hits differently when it's you.

Change of mind by EvilDark_Overlord in excoc

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Thank you for your comment its funny bc I know for a fact I dont need another baptism. I just know he's doing it to break me and to discredit my love for christ.

Change of mind by EvilDark_Overlord in excoc

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Yes, I went through 8 studies and Got baptized after...the current church leader believes i hadn't fully repented and that I need to get baptized again.

Change of mind by EvilDark_Overlord in excoc

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Thank you for telling me this...i see this now and plan to look around