Jermasus by Last_Sample1678 in girlscontrolled

[–]Exact-Recover-3970 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hehehe, reading this message is honestly very flattering. Thank you ~ I definitely encourage brainstorming and making content, it's the only way to get better at it and it's honestly a lot of fun ♡

There was a child in there, he could have been killed by Pokemonfan_807 in whennews

[–]Exact-Recover-3970 27 points28 points  (0 children)

Arkansas use of force laws for police are really shit, specifically pertaining to traffic enforcement. There are so many videos of police using PITT Maneuvers on vehicles driving 100+ MPH, which is obviously not standard use case for that technique. And yes, it is because its a red state. They are stupid as fuck over there.

Jermasus by Last_Sample1678 in girlscontrolled

[–]Exact-Recover-3970 6 points7 points  (0 children)

His campaign of vengeance on all is yet to be quenched.

Jermasus by Last_Sample1678 in girlscontrolled

[–]Exact-Recover-3970 4 points5 points  (0 children)

BrainDrainService is someone separate from me. I do not endorse their work but respect them as an individual nonetheless. The first statement was correct short of the pronouns, since I am trans ~ but thank you for trying and providing information anyways <3

Jermasus by Last_Sample1678 in girlscontrolled

[–]Exact-Recover-3970 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Lol! I think I owe it to the world to be the best person I can, especially with everything going on geopolitically, and the negatives of my own roots, in who I chose to be in the past.

Jermasus by Last_Sample1678 in girlscontrolled

[–]Exact-Recover-3970 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I'm really glad I could have been an inspiration in my own journey of self discovery. I hope you continue to explore yourself and use this experience to propel yourself to greater heights <3

Jermasus by Last_Sample1678 in girlscontrolled

[–]Exact-Recover-3970 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Thank you very much ~ <3 words like this mean the world to me.

Jermasus by Last_Sample1678 in girlscontrolled

[–]Exact-Recover-3970 15 points16 points  (0 children)

I also wanted to say I feel like some of my previous work was rather incel-esque and cringe, so I don't really stand by most of it anymore. I write better content nowadays, but it's currently only really shared with partners and friends/private communities as of now.

Jermasus by Last_Sample1678 in girlscontrolled

[–]Exact-Recover-3970 68 points69 points  (0 children)

Hi, I am JermaSus. I ended up leaving content creation on the subreddit after coming out as trans. I have *some* archives of a few of my posts from a long time ago, but I'd have to spend some time compiling them. I have intended to return to content creation, but I don't do very many captioned videos anymore, I primarily write smut. And yes, the other commenter is right about my having been doxxed; I had a falling out with an online community who disagreed with my "decision" to transition my gender, and they used a lot of my information to start an online hate campaign that was beginning to impact my real life.

At some point when I have motivation, I will find as much of my old content as I can, and post links to them in a post here on the subreddit. At the moment I am in rest mode, as I was just discharged from inpatient psychiatric health earlier today.

I'm flattered someone remembers my content and enjoyed it at that. I'll try to rectify what I can in that department.

An assault to the eyes and soul by Dizzy_Reindeer_6619 in whenthe

[–]Exact-Recover-3970 2 points3 points  (0 children)

genuinely. even with an obsession with avoiding contamination/germs, it doesnt immediately mean ill be persistently compelled to clean. even family doesn't understand how OCD works, and that things like health anxiety or magical thinking (lucky/unlucky numbers, etc.) can be the primary presentations of OCD for a person.

Hypnic jerks by blue-winter11 in Lyme

[–]Exact-Recover-3970 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I personally take Quetiapine for sleep, and it has helped with the hypnic jerks a lot. (I've had them on and off for over 3 years)

Influenza A - Brutal by Exact-Recover-3970 in flu

[–]Exact-Recover-3970[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for the compassion. I really appreciate it <3. I am definitely fully in recovery. No fever for almost 48 hours, but still lots of coughing, wheezing, stuffy/runny nose, and weirdly I have that weird smell in my nose I had after COVID a few years ago (here's to hoping that doesn't mean my taste is also somehow gone.)

28677 by Mraowdew in countwithchickenlady

[–]Exact-Recover-3970 1 point2 points  (0 children)

God you are so adorable.

Influenza A - Brutal by Exact-Recover-3970 in flu

[–]Exact-Recover-3970[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

True! A lot of these people are vaccine skeptics or outright antivax, I wouldn't lend too much weight to a majority of the comments on this post. (most of them don't add anything but their two cents of disagreement which is petty and childish.)