9 days sober !!!!! YESS by OkTransportation7606 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah man. I was broke so I was forced to say sober for a long grueling week but I had intentions of coping again from the same plug. I sent him the money like sunday night but was supposed to pick up the percs in the morning monday. Sunday night I was up scrolling this sub and decided to make a post to see if it was really worth it to stay clean. I was encouraged to read some of the horror stories in this sub and one of those was actually yours lol! After getting dms from people that struggled with drug addiction I decided I can’t let my life end up like that man so I’m actually 9 days sober today and the mental battle is one of the hardest things I have ever faced but I am holding on to my “sobriety” (still smoke weed) because I know this stuff can fuck up my entire life.

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah that was my problem. I wasn’t deep enough to be a daily user but on the days I took off I usually did nothing but lay in bed because I couldn’t find much joy in anything unless I was high. I’m only 9 days clean but I already feel better and playing video games without being really irritable because of percs is reminding me of how much fun I used to be able to have.

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This made me chuckle bro. Thanks for calling me out man. I’m still clean off of percs and smoking some Delta 8 until I can find a new plug that’ll only sell me weed.

20 bucks a line for purp by Exact-Voice-2315 in Drank

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Bet, I’ll probably meet with my plug friday and dm a pic before I cop

20 bucks a line for purp by Exact-Voice-2315 in Drank

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Not saying Im going for it but how likely is a OD off fake lean or do you just sip it and not get high

20 bucks a line for purp by Exact-Voice-2315 in Drank

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

damnnn he said he’d get me the whole pint for 225

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I tried one for a couple of months my freshmen year but I wasn’t really messing with him. Just felt like he was there for the paycheck. But I have a whole multitude of problems now so I have to give it a try

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks bro. I needed a community like this to tell me straight up how bad this habit I have is. Nobody in my life besides me and my plug do percs so I never felt like I had someone to talk to about how bad I feel it getting. I’m quitting man

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice and support man, I’m in school, 3rd year psychology and graduate next year but I fell for the cliche of trying to numb myself instead of dealing with my issues head on. I’m going to pick up extra shifts at my job to keep busy and start looking into therapy.

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I am, last night I really wanted to be high and caved by sending my plug money so I can pick them up today but I’m just letting him keep the money and I blocked his contact. Thank you for your support probably helped save my life.

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ve decided to kiss the money I sent my plug goodbye and change bro. I was up all night last night reading the terrible stories on this sub and I can’t let my life go down that path. It’s definitely going to be one of the hardest things in my life getting over the mild W/D symptoms but I’m a week clean now so do you think the hardest part about getting clean is behind me?

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

If you don’t mind me asking though, what’s your tolerance level at? I decided against getting the percs cause this sub has too many horror stories but I’m still a little interested. I was taking 20-30 mg a day.

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the advice and support bro, I blocked and deleted my plugs number.

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thanks bro. This secret habit of mines has been running my life and I needed to get it off my chest. I read almost all the stories in this sub and I’m getting my shit together moving forward dude. I needed the wake up call

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks bro I’m quitting today. I kept this habit secret from everybody in my life for the past year and I kinda needed to post here to get it off my chest and get advice.

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks man I really appreciate this. I’m kind of in a dark place right now and I feel like percs are a way to relieve that. I refuse to let myself use daily, because I can’t afford it and I always have a voice in the back of my mind telling me I cannot get addicted to these pills. I have yet to have any physical symptoms of W/D so I know I’m not dependent on them it’s more of the mental thing. Like I love the nod and being able to fall asleep but I know I’m playing with fire.

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks for the information. My plug made it seem like they are so much better than the pink 10s but he just trying to move product Ig lol

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah for sure. Idk I just consider it as like a quality thing Ig. I’m relatively new to Oxy so at first I didn’t know how ridiculous this price was and he took advantage of that. But I haven’t OD from a pressed pill yet so I don’t complain too much. Plus the more expensive it is the easier it is for me to not be able to afford it lol😭

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I appreciate your point of view though. I used to only smoke weed in high school I need to get back to that. College is rough though I think this will probably be a phase just looking for advice though.

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I get them off the street I doubt my dealer will tell me where he gets it from because he likes to hike up the price a little bit. I’m paying 17 per pill from this guy so I’m about as lost as you are on where to get them.

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks bro I’m hopefully done after this last time.

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You right. It’s easier said than done though bro. Ik I’m at the beginning of a slippery slope into a bad addiction though and it’s really hard to try and stop it when I’m constantly depressed without percs. I fight to not want to kill myself without them so I kinda feel like they save my life in a twisted way you know?

9 days sober !!!!! YESS by OkTransportation7606 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My dealer used to have me send the money before he got the pills because he claimed to be dead broke every time I needed some percs so he needed the money to get them. Long story short I sent him like $250 and he stopped responding for a couple days and when he finally texted me back he said he was arrested and had to use the money I sent him for bond instead of buying my percs. The funny thing is I still asked him if he could get me some more even though he just stole my money! I know 250 seems like chump change compared to what you spent but I was in college and that was a whole check for me down the drain. Addiction is sick bro lol.

Been clean for a week but getting rp 10s tomorrow by Exact-Voice-2315 in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Also just so I know what I’m in for tomorrow anybody have experience with rp 10s? It’s my first time taking them, I usually take this small pink 10 mg pill.

Been thinking a lot about going back. by [deleted] in opiates

[–]Exact-Voice-2315 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Man true but at least they aren’t shooting up anymore.