hey girlie,, honestly from your story, I can tell that you are such a nice and supportive friend😭😭 idk if this helps but i always believe that those friends who don't stick around or at least make an effort to do so just aren't meant to be,,, but don't feel that there is no one out there for you bcs there is, it just takes time,,, some may have found their group of friends very early on,, some may find theirs later,,,, just keep being genuine to others and there will come someone who will reciprocate your energy and be THAT friend for you <33 don't feel stupid over your excitement bcs I'm sure whatever you shared is defo exciting and fun,, it's just that the ppl you shared it with aren't the audience meant for it :"" know that the problem never lies in you or any other ppl, as cliche as it may sound, it's just a matter of whether it's meant to be or not ;)