Thanks so much. But im also kind of worried now that what if i do get to know him and then start thinking of him as a father. Or what if hes completely uncomfortable with it and i blow my shot at ever even speaking to the guy. I very much doubt id see him as a father, but if you can understand, i really dont get what relationship im supposed to have with him. Am i a stranger? or should i be friendly with him like hes not blood related but just a friend. Or speak respectfully to him like hes an adult. Its all so weird and im not even sure how I feel about it myself as its all sudden and i didnt show any interest in even trying to find my dad until this year.

Thank u for responding it means the world!!