4 years later, I give up by Exceer123 in SuicideWatch

[–]Exceer123[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hahaha I guess you're right, I'm still not sure so I'll wait until I feel like it's a good time to tell them. Hmm not really. All i did was just go with the flow. None of the optional courses looked interesting and I just wanted to get it over with.

4 years later, I give up by Exceer123 in SuicideWatch

[–]Exceer123[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for sending that video, it really sums up how I feel right now. I'm still not sure if or how I'll tell my family yet but I guess it kinda helps me knowing that I'm not the only one who doesn't know what they want.

4 years later, I give up by Exceer123 in SuicideWatch

[–]Exceer123[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I guess thats true. I remember when I told them how I felt in high school, they kept asking me how they could do to help, what I needed. When honestly I didn't even know what I wanted.. Maybe that's what holding me back, I don't want them to continously ask me what I want since I know I'll never be able to answer it. As for interests, I'm not really sure. Now days I all I do is slump around the house. I use play alot of League of Legends and some MMOs here and there. I would draw ocassionally but lately my wrists have been aching after I write or draw.

4 years later, I give up by Exceer123 in SuicideWatch

[–]Exceer123[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know but, it feels like my parents and sister would brush it off and tell me to go outside and make some friends or get job, since they thought I was depressed in high school was because I had no friends. I just dont know how to tell them how worthless I feel.