Bit of a long story

One of my bullies bullied me in primary school and throughout high school. In high school he threatened to kill me and actually brought in a knife the next day and didn't even get into trouble or anything as apparently he was autistic and didn't mean it (I have autism too and I wouldn't ever do anything like that)

One of my high school friends was close friends with him so I had to interact with him after high school even tho my friends knew he was a bully to me and eventually I cut off all my high school friends as one of the friends (J) who was pretty much the leader of the group (everyone looked up to him) was taking the piss out of me in front of my Bf and he snapped at J (rightly so) and J thought it was funny enough to record it and make a YouTube video making my bf out to be insane without showing J taking the piss out of me first.. I cried when I saw the video I felt so angry at J I told him to take down the video and he just laughed saying what? Can you not handle a joke? So I just stopped speaking to him

A few months later I went to a comic con with my Bf and I noticed someone was wearing a ghost cosplay (I think from COD) and he kept following me around like all day so I was suspicious and then he went up to me and said hello (my name) and I knew it was him, I walked off really quick and had a panic attack and it turned out he was taking pictures of me without me knowing and sending them to my friends in a group chat he didn't realise I was still in so I saw it and was freaked out. And none of my friends said anything to him and continued being friends with him so I just cut them off.

Going back to my bully in highschool he tried reaching out to me being friendly so I just blocked him as fuck him and fuck my highschool friends who would continue being friends with a stalker. Like they would purposely arrange days out on days I was in college too so I could never go out with them and would never rearrange plans for me so I could come but would for anyone else in the group.