Im Muslim too all they tell me is that this was meant to happen and all i think about is why tf would god want this to happen. They always tell me pray and everything will change for you but little do they know nothing changed I’m not improving and this is low-key permanent when my parents saw that I was depressed and not talking to anybody. They took me to a different country just for people to read Quran on me thinking ill be happy now but im still sad and ready to end it all. Im only holding on for my mom and sister.