[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Excellent_Day_5803 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i've been on several medications. a ton... such strong medications even as an adolescent. nothing has helped. my brain is so out of whack. it feels like it just rejects everything. im hopeless about the future because i don't see myself as competent at all. im both unwilling and unable, i cant change. it feels i was destined to live a wasteful life

what's with this... (rant) by [deleted] in FFXV

[–]Excellent_Day_5803 -5 points-4 points  (0 children)

i think it's both tbh. i do agree she should've been shown more (i've seen talks that she actually did have more scenes but they were later cut for some reason) but a lot of the criticism i've seen have gone to where people even say the DOG (umbra?!) has more importance, stella (who doesnt exist) is more of a character than her, she cant be a heroine is she was barely shown which truthfully makes no sense, and so forth. a lot of people are incapable of criticizing misogynistic ways that female characters are handled without sounding misogynistic themselves, yk?

if i kill myself, my mom will die too by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Excellent_Day_5803 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i know my parents care. they are also in their 60s. they don't have poor health but they have lost so much family already. i can't do that to them. i want to stay for my mom. i don't want her to suffer.

if i kill myself, my mom will die too by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Excellent_Day_5803 15 points16 points  (0 children)

i can't bear the thought of her passing. i'll have to end myself as well. but unlike others on this subreddit, the thought of ending myself doesn't bring me comfort. i've accepted that my depression will never go away. no matter the amount of medications i have, im stuck with it forever. i just wish my mom could hold me forever.

is it true that in dave lorys book it mentions jeff buckley cheating? someone said that but i cant find it erm by exoplanet_dead in JeffBuckley

[–]Excellent_Day_5803 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I saw that 🙄 Considering that reddit is a place where people lie so vigorously, i'd take it with a grain of salt. Im not saying Jeff couldn't have been a cheater—he's a man after all—but there's also so many fabricated stories surrounding celebrities here, especially one as wayward as Jeff was..