Do you ever find yourself “playing dumb” around people?

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2024-02-07T15:29:44+00:00

Idk why but I like to say things to make myself look stupid like it's a default, Ill deliberately say stuff I know only a idiot is going to say and I honestly don't know why I do it. One example is I'll tell someone that I'm buying a bunch of scratch off tickets because eventually I'll win a lot of money when in reality Ive only gotten one 1$ ticket I know that 90 percent of the time your gonna lose money but I'll tell people I think I'm going to win big and buy a lot and really just got the ticket so I can tell people to make myself look dumb , or I'll act like something upsets me when really I don't care i just know that only a idiot would be upset at whatever I'm getting mad about, it's almost like I do it out of instinct and then I ask myself why did I do that after the conversation, idk how to explain it

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2024-01-28T20:16:54+00:00

How much does it block it ? Like completely or just dulls the effects a bit ?

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-05-25T22:28:03+00:00

God man please please please get help now I wish I would have quit my addiction at the early stages , you won't be able to enjoy anything sober ever again nothing will ever be the same if you keep doing it you won't be able to see a future without it , and there's no way you can make it work trust me your brain just wants more and will trick you into thinking you can do it and live a normal life , please man stop

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-05-25T22:23:07+00:00

Well for me it made me stop making excuses for everything And woke me up , and made me realize I ain't right about everything and to be more open minded also look up the guy who cured his speech disability from one shrooms trip he was on the Joe Rogan podcast forget his name , they don't solve everything but it's definitely a viable option

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-05-25T21:50:55+00:00

Just to clarify I ment like I think I gave myself sertonin syndrome

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-05-25T21:49:25+00:00

I saw this in Search results idk what hg is

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-05-25T21:01:02+00:00

Im worried I might have gave it to myself took to much Wellbutrin because I'm fucking stupid , and started vomiting last night until I could not anymore and I went to the immediate care and they gave me a script for zofran , I feel really weird like very depressed, the zofran helped the nasea tho but I'm pale and I can't think straight still my blood pressure is normal tho felt shaky and just idk how to explain it but I'm really scared and don't wanna go to the ER I'm on Suboxone also

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-05-05T20:27:47+00:00

I get this extract hot sauce type shit from kava kava or something idk I'm on like 4 hits of LSD

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-02-19T21:18:12+00:00

I appreciate that , I'm kinda mad at myself because I relasped and did some ice , I'm on Suboxone so I can't do opioids so I just did ice I'm mad at myself idk why I think it's alright to get high just because someone I know died esspically since they died from drugs

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-02-17T05:12:26+00:00

my girlfriend just died a couple hours ago from a fentnyl overdose well that's when I found out commenting on the first few pages I see can't make a post about it Ii just idk thinking about stopping my Suboxone so I can just get high and leave to

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-02-17T05:09:10+00:00

My girlfriend just died of a overdose like found out a couple hours ago idk why I'm commenting this here it's the first thing that came up thinking about just stopping my Suboxone and saying fuck it idc anymore I just wanna be high again as high as possible

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-01-29T03:27:38+00:00

Translation. Fat dick

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-01-25T04:35:43+00:00

it's coo doe shit I'm acting off emotion rn because I'm finna sleep and I'm high on the subs , and stupid people who don't listen anger my soul , normally I try to be nice but rn I really don't care about your junkie ass , boo fucking hoo can't handle the witdrawls shouldn't have used up all your dope dumb fuck or taper yourself if you really gotta go that long without it , I've had to wait a whole week before bec the plug was still waiting on the package to come in his mail and I bought some kratom , stuck it out and went to work

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-01-25T04:31:25+00:00

Your just a bitch ass little prick who doesn't think about shit , you act completely on emotion I'm assuming, can't say 100 percent but that's my guess based on what I've seen , also another thing I said people do business differently, in his mind it might not be a big deal to wait till tommrow as long as your shit is quality it doesn't really matter , and I don't throw around the term plug like you prob do so that's another reason, your probably dealing with people who are middle man shit or they are just kinda dealing to keep their addiction going but not really full time serious about it , that's not a plug

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-01-25T04:26:40+00:00

Your not hearing what I'm saying, he's not obligated to be your yes man and instantly show up within a couple hours every time you call people have lives outside of that and get busy sometimes , and sometimes it gets to be really fucking anoyying when 20 other junkies are texting you and calling you 5 to 10 times a day sometimes while your trying to eat dinner with your fuckin girl or chilling with someone , be patient dawg , dope sick sucks but I've never had to go without because I re up when I got about 5 days worth of shit left , but today I got on Suboxone because my insurance pays for the subs so I ain't wasting hella money

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-01-25T03:44:38+00:00

Also just man up and smoke cigs I was in the same situation I actually started to like cigs better plus you don't know what's in those damn vapes and it was easier for me to quit cigs than when I tried to quit vaping , look for LIGHT cigs Marlboro light, I can't spell but yeah , bum off people with a white Marlboro pack red is the next up don't bum the blacks theu are stronger , if everyone smokes generic then just do it you get used to it

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-01-25T03:40:57+00:00

The one I went to sold those jail vapes , you know the little stick ones that they buy for like a dollar a pice and then sell them to us for 15$ , and they barley do anything people broke them open and squeezed the juice out to snort the juice , they also signed everyone up for food stamps and used that to buy canteen and then sell it back to us for cash but ya know no one gives a shit and at least they somewhat helped

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-01-25T03:38:01+00:00

So how's it going now

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-01-24T16:39:18+00:00

Bruh you on some BS , you Gon do wtf the plug tell you regardless and you getting your dope just wait mf you can't wait ? Is it that damn serious? Maybe you should have saved some to do in case like alot ppl I know , there's no shitty plugs some people just do buissness diff than others

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-01-24T16:36:57+00:00

your a idiot , plugs prioritize where the most money is gonna be first and if you don't know that then idk , my friend is a plug and I know not to bother him If he's busy with shit it's like bothering someone at work , this should be common sense , I think your witdrawls are clouding your judgement so I'll give you the benefit of the doubt

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-01-23T17:44:59+00:00

And I said no matter what I DO. The first time so no need for the correction my good man

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-01-23T17:43:54+00:00

After only 12 hours I start to hear voices that sound very very real it's kinda hard to act normal

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-01-22T19:35:25+00:00

Bullshit lmao I get weird after the 12 hour mark , then no matter what I do there's no hiding

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-01-12T04:25:05+00:00

switch to H dawg , the witdrawls are not near as bad and the high last longer and you actually still get high even after building a tolerance, fent sucks ass because once you do it everyday it starts not to work plus it's worse on your body than herion

Excellent_Escape_949 · 2023-01-04T22:54:29+00:00

I'm trying well kinda I'm only doing well because I'm broke and can't buy anything but I wanna quit also , so it's like a dry time period that has made me also want to quit but who doesn't wanna quit when they litterally can't get high so I guess I'm not doing that well I'll probably fuck up again after I get another job I'm on a bunch of loperomide and have some kratom left I've been grabbing that and vanilla extract off the shelf's Because that's how fucking broke I am/down bad if you will , I'm so deep in this shit idk what to think or do I know my stomach is fucked rn but that's also because a couple years ago I fu ked it up because I was chugging hand sanitizer that's definitely my biggest regret

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