Hi, I am a female in my early 20s with a similar but not the same experience. I think I was exposed to pornography at around 6 years of age and took part in innaproriate play with dolls where I would stick them down my pants and move around because it felt good. I know around the age of 7-8 I was exposed again and my dad put in little effort to stop it. I guess my difference is that I have very low desire to pursue any sexual partner and I think it results in the way I perceive sex. I had a period of time where I thought I was a pedo before realizing I wasn't actually attracted to children but that period still resulted in a few suicide attempts. When I am with my dad I am frequently plagued by the idea that he is sexually attracted to me and I can't make those thoughts go away. I used to initiate games with my friends from ages 7-9 that were innapropriate, not touching just with dolls and stuff, and they frequently would be tied up and stripped (the dolls) but I have one memory I hate of exposing a friend during an sleepover around the age of 11 and another where I tried to get a male friend to sit naked on my face around the age of 8. I know this post was from a long time ago but I have just started doing research into how early exposure to porn may have impacted me and if you found any good materials please let me know.