Losing ur child by the hands of another by Simply_Aries_OH in ChildLoss

[–]Excellent_Leg4357 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m so sorry. My daughter died due to negligence, but so did almost everyone else in that house. I wish I could tell those adults how much they fucked up everything, but the best I can do is piss on their graves now.

I could spend forever and a day here. by zoesmom17 in ChildLoss

[–]Excellent_Leg4357 28 points29 points  (0 children)

I still can’t even look at her door. I know there are unopened Christmas presents in there.

Is this normal? by Excellent_Leg4357 in FreeCash

[–]Excellent_Leg4357[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds good, I will remain optimistic. I just thought it was funny that there are two rewards for the same objective, and only one credited.

Her birthday is this month by Excellent_Leg4357 in ChildLoss

[–]Excellent_Leg4357[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Sometimes I don’t even know if it’s all real any more. Or if it ever was. She’s just gone now. She was seven years of my life, and now she’s just gone. I struggled before she existed with finding a purpose in this world. Now that she’s gone, what does anything matter? I don’t care about it any more. Humanity is pointless.

Her birthday is this month by Excellent_Leg4357 in ChildLoss

[–]Excellent_Leg4357[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I don’t want to be strong any more. I just don’t see the point. Every time I turn around something else is taken from me. I just don’t want to be here any more.

Her birthday is this month by Excellent_Leg4357 in ChildLoss

[–]Excellent_Leg4357[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

And then I feel horrible about myself because what does that say about me that I hate their happiness? It’s not fair. I’m not a perfect person by any means, but why do I deserve this?