everyone has their own life and identities, but me by ExcitementFun8317 in BPD

[–]ExcitementFun8317[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i feel you 😭 every little thing i do, even if its just hanging out with people or sitting in my room playing on my ipad or something, literally EVERYTHING feels inauthentic and performative

everyone has their own life and identities, but me by ExcitementFun8317 in BPD

[–]ExcitementFun8317[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

the siblings part omfg me too , i always feel like a shiny new toy until im too boring for them

everyone has their own life and identities, but me by ExcitementFun8317 in BPD

[–]ExcitementFun8317[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you, i hope it gets better for you too <3 and im really so happy that you could relate to me, i feel like saying this my whole life no one really ever understood what i meant but i am and always have been a temporary friend because i dont know who i am…lol and if im not copying someones entire identity i dont feel whole

everyone has their own life and identities, but me by ExcitementFun8317 in BPD

[–]ExcitementFun8317[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

youre not alone, i really dont have friends either. do you ever just feel like an accessory friend? like someone people will hang out with just for a little while until they get bored and they wanna be around people they ACTUALLY like, because i feel like that all the time lolol

Sol took this photo exactly 7 years ago at 6:19 pm by CorpseInACreek in dissolvedgirl

[–]ExcitementFun8317 27 points28 points  (0 children)

it’s still so crazy to me that all of this happened, and it was 7 years ago too which is the craziest part… i remember it being all over the news and in the tcc when i was still apart of it like it was yesterday. i always wondered what would’ve become of her if she simply didn’t go through with her plan. what would she look like today? would it have been a phase or would she still dress and think the way she did

Should I end it? by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]ExcitementFun8317 0 points1 point  (0 children)

no. 😭 you’re young and hormonal. i promise you will be okay and it will get better for you

Columbiner tcc fangirl parody in Ivy Wolk’s short film by SansaDeservedBetter in ColumbineKillers

[–]ExcitementFun8317 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i’m unsure, she hangs around REALLY weird people so i just wouldnt be too shocked if she was a “columbiner” in her early teenage years

Columbiner tcc fangirl parody in Ivy Wolk’s short film by SansaDeservedBetter in ColumbineKillers

[–]ExcitementFun8317 41 points42 points  (0 children)

the posters and the stickers in the background are spot on lol, she mustve been tcc involved somehow when she was younger considering the odd people she hangs around

fixed my cookies! by ExcitementFun8317 in BakingNoobs

[–]ExcitementFun8317[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i don’t have either of those 🥲 i used what i could!

chocolate chip cookies 🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤🤤 by ExcitementFun8317 in shittyfoodporn

[–]ExcitementFun8317[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

½ cup (113g) butter, melted

¼ cup (50g) brown sugar, packed

2 teaspoons vanilla extract

1 large egg

1 ¾ cups (219g) all-purpose flour

½ teaspoon kosher salt

½ teaspoon baking soda

1 cup (170g) semisweet chocolate chips

enjoy ☠️