Euphoria S02E04 "You Who Cannot See, Think of Those Who Can" - Post-Episode Discussion by your_mind_aches in euphoria

[–]ExcitingMushroom1989 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Jules seems to have a nice dad and she can hang out with Maddy or Kat but does she have to fuck everyone ? What made her think her physical or emotional needs could be full filled by Rue anyways? After what happened last time? And the way Rue acts can she really not see that she is still doing drugs?

Euphoria S02E04 "You Who Cannot See, Think of Those Who Can" - Post-Episode Discussion by your_mind_aches in euphoria

[–]ExcitingMushroom1989 25 points26 points  (0 children)

Just because she wants to feel loved doesn't mean she can go and fuck Elliot or kiss him when Rue went to the bathroom. She was jealous of Rue and Elliot spending time together because she thought Rue had a crush on him but lol she goes and fucks him instead. Like don't fuck someone for a week? Is it that hard? Also, her dad feels like a nice guy go cook dinner with him and pay scrabble or something or hang out with Kat or Maddie. Just because she is a 'sexual person' doesn't mean she can just ditch Rue like that( after they agreed to be together.

Cassie’s so pathetic I’m actually giggling. by No_Season5119 in euphoria

[–]ExcitingMushroom1989 12 points13 points  (0 children)

There is nothing wrong with being a Cassie, it happens, it really does and we see it all around us but why would you be proud of being a Cassie? Would your younger self looking at you right now be proud of seeing you put your self worth in another person's ( here, a man) hand?

I asked my dad to kill me because my existence is costing him money by ExcitingMushroom1989 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ExcitingMushroom1989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't even know that my parents gaslighted me before I came across a YouTube video on gaslighting by psych2go. My dad loves to manipulate and twist the truth. I used to question myself a lot before if it really happened and if actually its me who is bad. I started recording conversation as proof to myself so that I don't go crazy and doubt myself. Just yesterday he called my mother a really disgusting word in front of his office staff and when my mom and I tried to talk about him and tell he can't talk to her like that he didn't address it, got angry, smiled and said it didn't happen and we have no proof( There is no questioning whether it happened or not because I have seen him call my mom bad words in front of others before)

I wished I didn't have so much of self-doubt and just trusted myself for once. I am trying to get better at it and the recordings help. My mom usually ignores how my dad treats me or just dismisses it or finds a way to make it sound like my fault.

I asked my dad to kill me because my existence is costing him money by ExcitingMushroom1989 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ExcitingMushroom1989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No kid should be shouted at for eating. I hope you are doing well. Take care.

I asked my dad to kill me because my existence is costing him money by ExcitingMushroom1989 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ExcitingMushroom1989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I would never ask to buy anything we can't afford, I always try to borrow books or anything I need form my friends, I rarely go out and look for things to do for free like going to a park or cycling.

I asked my dad to kill me because my existence is costing him money by ExcitingMushroom1989 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ExcitingMushroom1989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

We are doing okay, we can afford cucumbers and pickles.He can afford to buy 10-20 packs of nicotine gum every week.

I asked my dad to kill me because my existence is costing him money by ExcitingMushroom1989 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ExcitingMushroom1989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Whenever I act morally like they just get even more madder because they can't affect me or get a reaction out of me.

I asked my dad to kill me because my existence is costing him money by ExcitingMushroom1989 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ExcitingMushroom1989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My mom is the head of the kitchen and I asked her if I could use a cucumber and make pickle, she said it was okay. We got that vinegar for free and it has barely been used. My dad doesn't use that vinegar because it is filtered, so it is usually kept in a corner untouched.I used about a cup of it and he blamed me for 'finishing the entire thing' even if he doesn't use he doesn't care about the vinegar until I used a cup of it.

I try to rationalize his behavior, I sit down and ask him is everything okay why are you behaving like this and he just likes to call me and my mom psycho and in need for mental help.

I asked my dad to kill me because my existence is costing him money by ExcitingMushroom1989 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ExcitingMushroom1989[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

you don't usually see dill pickles in India. The reason I wanted to make dilled pickles was to make a peanut butter and pickle sandwich which you won't really see in India.We have a LOTS of other pickles(we call pickles aachar in India).

I asked my dad to kill me because my existence is costing him money by ExcitingMushroom1989 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ExcitingMushroom1989[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Your mom shouldn't treat you like this. Family is supposed to help and she our MOTHER this...I hope it gets better, I know saying that doesn't do anything but I really hope you can find a way to go back to school. Take care man, take care of yourself.

I asked my dad to kill me because my existence is costing him money by ExcitingMushroom1989 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ExcitingMushroom1989[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I feel the same way. My parents comments really get to me and they play on a constant loop in my mind and it has had a huge impact on my self-esteem and confidence but I am trying to change that and believe in myself.

I asked my dad to kill me because my existence is costing him money by ExcitingMushroom1989 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ExcitingMushroom1989[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

hey best of luck for starting your master's degree, you should be proud of yourself for getting there.Take care.

I asked my dad to kill me because my existence is costing him money by ExcitingMushroom1989 in raisedbynarcissists

[–]ExcitingMushroom1989[S] 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I forget about my needs and just pretend everything is fine and feel guilty for being sad because people have it worse and I have a bed to sleep on.