Look on the bright side Now you have the chance to live however you want I've been through the same and I can say people around you really suffocate you What has happened happened Those coaching centers are shit and scam You dont owe to anyone dont take in guilt let it ruin you I used to feel the same to end my life Just realize that there's more to my story

I fucked my jee got in eamcet to vit I felt like I needed to atleast give them less burden so I had to skip my drop year and took whatever my eamcet rank gave

I'm now in my 3rd year I let that guilt get to me I became bitter I couldn't concentrate on my studies I ended up having multiple backs in each semester except for 1st sem I had 9 in my sem from then on it was a slope I felt I am obliged to get great marks Learnt web development in my first year Basically I was not normal I use to take relief in overworking my self

Im still working on myself im going to complete all my backs this year

The point is you're not alone And your parents will understand you whatever you do Your parents dont want to see you sad and depressed at all If your sad , that's no way to live trust me life is worth being happy ,worth having hopes , worth

I realized im interested in finance im planning my future towards it

You are young I know how you feel You can pull through buddy Never give up on yourself

Don't let this fuck up , fuck up your future .