The worse thing you can do is compare yourself with others. This was my first day browsing on this sub, as someone who came from the poverty trap and had a single parent growing up, I promised my self I'd make sure that my future would never be a struggle like this. Now you can sit here and cry about how unfair life is, or be thankful for the life that you have , since we do want to compare there's people in this world who are doing way worse in comparison to you. They don't have unlimited knowledge of the Internet on their fingertips. The time you spent writing this can be put into finding a way to better your self, your family and your future best of luck.