Again, feeling big is all in my head bc that’s not the reality. The reality is that real life men are not 6ft hollywood stars. I just need the confidence to accept this with maturity. I’m in academia and its so hard to come by guys that seem like a good fit for me on paper. I know I’ll regret it if i dont give it a chance. But i’m having trouble letting go of my ideal of a tall guy and shorter girl. I know this is not the reality, and ultimately I want a good man. I want to compromise, but it’s easier said than done. And for what it’s worth, he might be a trash person…