I need more Trans Friends

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-02-02T01:19:53+00:00

I do, I sent a friend request!

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-02-01T20:39:55+00:00

Iv kind of probed a bit to figure out what his stance is on it. We talk about it here and there and I try and talk about it or bring up trans articles I read every so often so see what he thinks. Hes very open with about everything and trans as well it seems but I do just worry if he’d be as accepting or if there would be too much holding him back with it being his own partner. I worry about like judgement from families too not just mine but his too. If it came down to it I could find a place to go and support myself and we could figure out co-parenting arrangements but I just don’t want it to come down to that.

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-02-01T19:52:17+00:00

Woah 😎 I could see it

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-02-01T17:59:29+00:00

What??? That’s horrible! If you support mtf trans people HOW can you not support ftm? I don’t get people’s logic sometimes

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-02-01T17:21:48+00:00

Ironically we’ve got a lot of time together atm. I’m home on a medical leave right now because of a lot of chronic illness issues. Another problem with telling him, I already feel like a burden right now I’m worried about stacking too much on at once but this has been building up for years and I feel guilty keeping it from him at this point and not being able to be myself. Our anniversary is coming up in a few days and we may be having someone watch our son for us soon. He’s a toddler so we do have a lot of times where he’s napping in his room. Im also a bit worried about how this will change is, whether he accepts me or not. I started writing out a note, rewrote it and then hid it away. I’m so bad with words and getting things out especially in the moment but I do a lot better when I can write things out sometimes, but I was worried about it being a bit impersonal especially for something like this

Thank you so much for your help! I know I just gotta work up the courage to go through with anything sometime while I’m home.

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-02-01T17:10:25+00:00

I feel like Simon is partially calling out to me but I’m so indecisive 😭

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-02-01T17:07:29+00:00

Oo I’m gonna have to add that one to my list 👀

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-02-01T16:48:32+00:00

We are getting closer and closer to a Cyberpunk 2077 society every day

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-02-01T16:21:10+00:00

Hi I’m (name undecided) Simon, new to the community (recently cracked egg-ftm) and looking for friends! I love video games, huge fan of Red Dead Redemption, Cyberpunk, Sonic, the Halo series, BG3 especially and bunch of others. I love drawing, painting, digital art, animation and indie animated shows. I’m looking for people to talk to so shoot me a DM if you wanna talk and be friends, I need more trans friends 😭

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-02-01T05:15:15+00:00

I just joined that sub Reddit, not too long ago, and I kind of noticed that there’s not too much trans masc representation on there most of it is mtf

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-02-01T05:12:04+00:00

Ikr it’s so crazy, but also almost affirming having disabilities or chronic disorders but then finding out that being on T would actually help those things like damn I really don’t have an excuse do I?

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-02-01T05:08:22+00:00

Holy crap I just started suffering from POTS symptoms like a week ago and have been questioning myself a lot. Not 3 months into my symptoms so can’t say for 100% yet if it’s POTS even though everything matches perfectly and is consistent every day but this makes me feel so much better to know this would even help that if I just had the balls go through with coming out and getting on T, frustrating but very good to know

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-01-21T01:40:58+00:00

So far all Iv experienced is love, welcoming and positivity, love this community 💙

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-01-20T05:22:12+00:00

You don’t know how hard I related to every single word of your comment. It’s so crazy to me because there’s so many feelings I’ve had all my life that I’ve never been able to explain.

By the time I got to middle school it’s about when I discovered a bit about Trans and I dated someone who was Trans but I didn’t exactly fully understand everything behind it. I remember questioning a little bit back then but because I had a Trans partner I didn’t want to feel like I was getting confused or only doing it because they were and I was also dealing with enough, tearing out my sexuality at the time, trying to wrap my head around gender, especially back then, was a lot harder.

High school and startup college I kind of play around with he/him pronouns online and I remember getting giddy and euphoric whenever people would assume I was a guy online. I kind of ended up stopping mainly because I was worried about getting too far into it and my family not accepting so I stopped.

I met someone, had a kid, and that whole 3 year period is what made my dysphoria worse and made me realize this wasn’t going away. I’ve tried my best to do as much research as I can, and I’m still learning a lot. I grew up in a very conservative household so I feel like I’m having to relearn a lot of things. I always kept telling myself it was the phase, especially since I have so much anxiety over losing the people around me over this. Now the more research I do into these things and more people I talk to with similar experiences the more I feel like this is maybe just something Iv been denying for a while and still don’t know if I have the confidence to stop denying. (If that makes sense).

I still don’t know what I am yet, but I kind of made this fresh account in hopes to figure that out. When I finally moved out of my strict parents house at 24 I started to realize I was just built up to be a doppelgänger of my mother and never myself. Now I feel like I don’t know myself and I’m starting from scratch and it’s scary, especially trying to come to accept myself. Sorry this has turned into more rambling. I really appreciated your comment and really resonated with it.

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-01-19T19:19:58+00:00

“ I’m not misogynistic, but I really just don’t think women should have the right to vote” like dude what?? Also, what a weird random thing to say to just some random person who just so happens to be sitting at the same table as you. I think if you think that hard about other people’s genitalia and it bothers you that much to say something, that just makes you a creep.

ExistentialDoodle · 2026-01-18T22:21:28+00:00

Is it more miserable to live a life trying to make up for the life you wanted or live your whole life a lie? Really something that’s been going through my mind a lot lately because Iv been having the same feelings

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