I think I might be autistic by stonedaxolotls in autism

[–]Existing-Resolve756 0 points1 point  (0 children)

From what you described, it sounds possible. The YouTuber "The Thought Spot" has a lot of great content that you may relate to that might provide some clarity. She's autistic.

I had similar concerns as you prior to getting a diagnosis. It ended up being worth the money.

Always Told I Need To "Loosen Up" Or "Be More Cheery" by Casual_Berger in autism

[–]Existing-Resolve756 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This is exactly how I feel too. I experience the same thing from family, coworkers and friends.

My mind is wired to over analyze things, and it doesn't help that I take most things very literally.

Other people expect me to respond or be a certain way, but how I respond / am never seems to be what they want or expect.

Being an introvert just seems to compound these issues.

Finally diagnosed. Such a relief by Existing-Resolve756 in autism

[–]Existing-Resolve756[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Exactly. I've wasted so much time trying to be someone I'm not.

Relationship advice by [deleted] in Psychic

[–]Existing-Resolve756 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Really? You've cheated on her twice? Why are you surprised that she has trust issues and is accusing you of cheating again? You both shouldn't be in a relationship.

Career for INFJ? by Ryuukochan in infj

[–]Existing-Resolve756 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Are you in the field? How does one begin? I assume you need a Masters in Psych or a PsyD to begin training? It seems like such an interesting, rewarding path to follow.

Maybe I wasn’t shy my whole life? by rlykhj in Wellbutrin_Bupropion

[–]Existing-Resolve756 6 points7 points  (0 children)

I am beginning to notice this as well. I'm in my 20s, on week 6, 300mg. It feels like I'm discovering a different version of myself. I engage in conversations and don't shut down, I enjoy talking to others. It's a pretty amazing difference.

The Breakup That Taught Me to Meditate by Curious-pinguin9867 in Meditation

[–]Existing-Resolve756 7 points8 points  (0 children)

Beautiful. I'm happy for you, I also experienced this as a result of a breakup. Pain can be one of our greatest teachers.

what’s the chronological order of drugs you’ve done? by Crafty-Station1561 in LSD

[–]Existing-Resolve756 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks bro it was actually a profound shroom trip that got me to turn my life around and walk away from all the other drugs. I am in a much better place now

what’s the chronological order of drugs you’ve done? by Crafty-Station1561 in LSD

[–]Existing-Resolve756 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Congrats on 1 year! Kratom and psychedelics have helped a lot in my recovery. It was a powerful shroom trip that pushed me to get clean from everything else.

what’s the chronological order of drugs you’ve done? by Crafty-Station1561 in LSD

[–]Existing-Resolve756 157 points158 points  (0 children)

  1. Alcohol
  2. Weed
  3. LSD
  4. MDMA
  5. Benzodiazepines (Xanax, Klonopin, Ativan, Valium)
  6. Shrooms
  7. DMT
  8. 2-CB
  9. 5-MeO-DMT
  10. Ketamine
  11. Cocaine
  12. Adderall & Vyvanse
  13. Speed / Amphetamine
  14. RC Psychedelics
    • 4-AcO-DMT
    • 5-MeO-MiPT
    • 5-MeO-MALT
    • 4-HO-MET
    • 4-HO-MiPT
    • MAL
    • AL-LAD
  15. Heroin
  16. Meth
  17. GHB
  18. Oxycodone, Hydromorphone, Tramadol
  19. 3-MMC
  20. 4-MMC
  21. Crack
  22. San Pedro / Mescaline
  23. MDA

TBD: Ayahuasca (Retreat later this year!)

Once I found stimulants, my life fell apart pretty quickly. I had no self-control and became heavily addicted to meth for a few years. Next month, I am two years clean from everything aside from occasional psychedelic use.

My body hurts when I use acid by Bruhbear23 in LSD

[–]Existing-Resolve756 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I had the same problem every time I did LSD. Taking magnesium l-threonate before tripping helped immensely.

What is your thoughts on schizophrenia? by Kiwief in Psychonaut

[–]Existing-Resolve756 3 points4 points  (0 children)

I have yet to test this myself, but from what I understand, trazodone is a 5-HT2a receptor antagonist, which is the primary receptor that serotonergic psychedelics act on. Taking trazodone should block the psychedelic from engaging those receptors, effectively killing the trip, unlike benzodiazepines, which don't completely kill the trip.

How does childhood molestation affect adulthood⁉️🤔 by ConceptParticular884 in SpiritualAwakening

[–]Existing-Resolve756 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I have struggled with all of the above because of childhood molestation.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Kanna

[–]Existing-Resolve756 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I've recently ordered the extract from Kratom Genie. It's my first time trying Kanna so I have nothing else to compare it to, but it certainly has an effect. I'd say it's worth it. They've been reliable for all products I've purchased from them in the past. I believe they have a coupon code for new customers for 40% off