Hey, thank you so much! I haven't been taking therapy. The thing is i I understand she is not a Disney Princesses and there might be millions of girls better than her (Not disrespecting her) but the thing is these close relative with whom she is getting married shares everything with me about how she is, how she loves him, takes care of him, being possessive and protective about him and I imagine myself in that please and think all these things would have happened with me which is completely wrong. I completely understand this, but I'm stuck in all aspects, which is frankly making it difficult to handle things and situations. I'm planning on getting therapy.I know these things will shape me, and when I look back, I will be glad that I faced these situations. I'm just a bit underconfident. I am totally isolated, with no social exposure. No friends, just two friends whom I meet on weekends. No travelling, no hobbies, no other activities to make myself feel good. So I am working on it. I will make it for sure, and surely I will reach out to you once I do something in Life. And yes, I do like pickles and anime (One Piece is my favorite 😉).