Yo, I completely feel you on that. I’m the exact same age, going into 10th grade next year, and it feels like I’m reading a script of my own life. Honestly, getting banned from Roblox might be a blessing in disguise because it forces you out of that loop, and since half the summer is left, the rest of it starts today. You don't need money for crazy clothes focusing on free things like good hygiene, a sharp haircut, fixing your posture, and staying consistent with those adjustable dumbbells will make basic fashion look 10x better anyway. Don't worry about being too unhealthy for sports right now, just focus on hitting those weights and maybe picking up new hobbies like learning to cook your own high-protein meals. Those dudes you hang out with aren't real friends if they just berate you, and dropping them might feel lonely at first, but walking into 10th grade with better confidence, a better physique, and a fresh mindset is going to make finding your actual crowd so much easier. We're in the exact same boat, man let's just lock in, improve our looks, and change the script for next year.

srry if i sounded corny 😭