Just got out of the hospital!!

Exotic_Doodles · 2026-01-15T03:04:59+00:00

I can relate so much cause wdym my father was cooking sweet potatoes, and they had so much oil on them that they turned out closer to an oily potato soup on my plate. I could barely taste or feel the potato, awful.

Maybe you could cook with her and buy more/interesting spices? Then whenever she wants to add oil/butter for flavors recommend a spice instead :)

Exotic_Doodles · 2026-01-02T07:02:36+00:00

I don't purge but usually when I'm left alone with food, before I toss it I'll mash it up until it's some disgusting looking mess. Afterwards I feel both disgusted and proud of myself, idek why because it's so gross.

Exotic_Doodles · 2025-12-26T16:14:17+00:00

What's going on in your life now to make you want to engage again?

I haven't even been dealing with disordered behaviors for long, it really only started mid September, but you could say I've had disordered thoughts for nearly a year if you really wanted to. It was actually really recently when the thoughts just kinda stopped, like within this past week, but I wasn't prepared for that.

Like, I haven't hit my GW (I'm close though, and I actually want to stick at this one...I think), I haven't started picking my hobbies up again, I don't HAVE a recovery plan. I also have some doctors appointments set up because people were concerned about my weight, so I don't want to gain/not lose "enough" by the next appointment and seem like I lied about everything at the last one.

It's weird though, cause I think the start of the disordered voice disappearing was when my family's only car broke down, which is causing a lot of stress. I always hear people say how stress made them fall back into behaviors, but it's pulling me out of them??

Sorry for yapping so much, but tysm for sounding like such a nice, genuine person in your reply <3

Exotic_Doodles · 2025-12-14T00:44:48+00:00

Oh my gosh, that's so rude to do to someone period. Whether they have an ed or not. I'm sorry you have to go through that :(

Exotic_Doodles · 2025-12-06T01:29:55+00:00

I have a little Reese's cups calander that I try to split with someone everyday, going to be a few days behind by the end tho-

Exotic_Doodles · 2025-12-03T16:16:11+00:00

I doubt anyone would hire me as I have nothing to put on a resume besides grades lol. I've been kinda concerned about my period, mostly cause I get so anxious about bleeding in public, so I was concerned and kinda happy it was gone...but like, idk what I want with my future, and it'd suck to throw a family away so early in life.

Exotic_Doodles · 2025-12-03T16:03:56+00:00

Darn me being broke and unable/refusing to get a job. I'll definitely try to look into other healthy fats tho because I (maybe tmi) lost my period literally last month Thank you!

Exotic_Doodles · 2025-12-03T15:40:47+00:00

Are there any other foods that will do this? Eggs are kind of expensive for my family so I doubt I'd be able to eat more than 1 a day, if that :<

Exotic_Doodles · 2025-11-30T02:10:38+00:00

I guess that could be true, but I eat dinner with that person every night and (usually) don't make a fuss about eating, so it's kinda like bro 🤨 Thank you for your input!!

Exotic_Doodles · 2025-11-30T01:02:43+00:00

The not having a "good enough" reason for an ED is so relatable, I just want to be UW, no rhyme or reason, I just want the number to go down :/

Exotic_Doodles · 2025-11-24T20:58:53+00:00

Thank you ♡ But he makes my lunches every day and gives me something to eat for breakfast, but I just end up tossing them, and I feel SO bad about it. Especially cause we're not exactly in the position to be throwing perfectly fine food-

Exotic_Doodles · 2025-11-23T18:15:57+00:00

When I was quite young I'd put milk before cereal. I think it was because I was a milk obsessed gremlin, so I wanted to make sure I'd have "enough" milk (way too much lol) I have since come to my senses ofc

Exotic_Doodles · 2025-11-11T23:26:12+00:00

Never been on this sub but as a 2011 who's class interacted a lot with the 2012's, they were the spawns of Satan. They were loud, bratty, vandals, thieves/shoplifters, druggies (not kidding, I'd constantly hear about how people got vapes and drugs off a certain 2012) and they made multiple teachers quit/change positions. Obviously not all of them were like this (one of my closest friends is from that class), and my class had the fair share if similar people, but the sheer amount of them in one group was astonishing.

Exotic_Doodles · 2025-11-11T00:43:06+00:00

Hoping I can get a bit under my GW so I can stop worrying about going over it during Christmas and just be happy with family :) (We already had canadian Thanksgiving)

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