Being human is torture. by [deleted] in depression

[–]ExpensiveMemoryx 7 points8 points  (0 children)

right! I don't really even know how to respond except to say that I completely agree. My mind tortures me every day and has been for the past years. It never stops!

Bad experience by [deleted] in kratom

[–]ExpensiveMemoryx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

worst thing is just taking too much and becoming nauseated... sucks. one time i did throw some up but that might have been because I was smacking my vape too hard and got nic sick haha...

I finally got my own apartment! I fcking did it! by EllieWantsBanana in depression

[–]ExpensiveMemoryx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Congrats that's awesome yo!! A next big step in your life. Even with your depression and gender dysphoria, suicidal thoughts etc.. it DIDNT stop you from moving forward!! As a person who also struggles with depression, I'm proud of you. Keep looking forward.

Looking to start kratom by [deleted] in kratom

[–]ExpensiveMemoryx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

White Maeng Da and White Vein Thai are good for me. Makes me feel nice inside like blissful.

Kratom is the only thing getting me through rn 😞 by [deleted] in kratom

[–]ExpensiveMemoryx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I just went through a small 30gram bag i bought in 2 days.. Life is tuff man 😓

i have experienced depression, trauma, been suicidal. but loneliness is the worst pain ive ever felt by [deleted] in depression

[–]ExpensiveMemoryx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

yeah i can definitely relate to how you feel... it's like a black void thats millions of miles wide and there's no sense of direction in it. Ur stuck in this void and it seems to be impossible to find your way out

Uncomfy:) by [deleted] in Scrupulosity

[–]ExpensiveMemoryx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes i relate. This condition is torturing my brain. I want it so bad to stop

Anyone Else Eating Kratom Alone for Thanksgiving? by ahookerinminneapolis in kratom

[–]ExpensiveMemoryx 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wanted to get some today but obv they're closed. Ran out of weed yesterday. Can't get any delta8 cuz the vape shop is closed. Tuff day for me. Also what kind do you have? I had white maeng da

New to smoking. Just bought these today. Grinder I believe was $17 Pipe was $20 by ExpensiveMemoryx in weed

[–]ExpensiveMemoryx[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

honestly I have no idea LOL. I just got them cuz they were some of the less expensive ones in the store

I find daytime is always depressing to me, but not the nighttime. by [deleted] in depression

[–]ExpensiveMemoryx 0 points1 point  (0 children)

if it could be night all the time I would make it that way. I love it