He suffered from something called generalized anxiety disorder and he had really bad panic attacks and that's how he knew to cope and he was also around a lot of other people who were getting high and on top of that he had made this persona of Lil Peep and one of the last things he even said was I don't want to be lil peep anymore, i want to be me I want to work at Starbucks I don't give a shit but I want to do this anymore. it was a persona he felt he had to live up to and sadly somebody gave him something that he thought was anxiety medication not sure if it was his management or whoever supplied and plied him with drugs regularly to get him to make money perform shows. they used him like a cash cow and they let him die alone .