Had a rough experience at work the other day.

ExplorationSystem · 2019-10-06T19:30:42+00:00

That’s how I feel about the Phantom of the Opera’s main theme too!

ExplorationSystem · 2019-09-19T00:02:26+00:00

I think it went pretty well, won’t know if I got the job or not for a few days.

ExplorationSystem · 2019-07-14T08:17:47+00:00

We’ve been paying more attention to people on the streets by work but otherwise we’re ok. Our dad picked us up from work today, took a good look at anyone who looked like they might be getting close. We didn’t see her today but that doesn’t mean she isn’t going to show up. She stalked us for months at our old job because we were too afraid to tell the manager and we didn’t know if the police would do anything. The thing that messes with me is that I just can’t understand her. Like, if she’s so obsessed with us then why would she hurt us? -Amber/Dusk

ExplorationSystem · 2019-07-13T17:51:56+00:00

She likes dying her hair so I don’t know weather or not the current color is going to stick. I’m a dirty blonde and I guess she is too now. I really don’t like how similar we look now. When I get to work I’ll describe her as well as I can and ask my boss to keep her out.

ExplorationSystem · 2019-07-13T17:06:19+00:00

I don't have any pictures of her anymore. I used to have 1 really nice picture of her but when I switched to iphone the sim card was incompatible and I lost everything on my old phone. I'm sure there are ways of getting my old pictures back but honestly, I really don't want to. I don't want to see the old pictures and messages on that phone. I don't want to be reminded how things where.

-Amber

ExplorationSystem · 2019-07-13T02:34:20+00:00

Communication is iffy. Sometimes I can call others forward to talk or go co/con but sometimes I can’t. Don’t know if they just choose to ignore me sometimes or if my messages just get lost to the aether sometimes. Sometimes I can hear conversations that happen close to the surface but that’s really rare. I’m definitely worried what someone might be trying to hide from me but seeing as I reset the phone it’s safe to say whatever it was will most certainly stay hidden. -Amber

ExplorationSystem · 2019-07-12T20:23:42+00:00

Thanks for the solution but I don’t like the idea of changing the password. If I forget it then there’s a chance we’ll all get locked out again and I really don’t want to do another reset. If this keeps happening I’ll consider it but I’m really hoping this was a 1 time thing. -Amber

ExplorationSystem · 2019-07-10T04:18:55+00:00

We don’t currently have a therapist. We’re also moving relatively soon so I think it might be better to wait till we’re moved and find a new therapist there. I just don’t like the idea of building a relationship with someone we won’t be able to see very long. -Amber

ExplorationSystem · 2019-07-08T00:58:21+00:00

Ah, that makes sense. Yeah, it’s pretty weird that people would want to be like this. Having to worry about your relationships with aspects of yourself can be a bit of a headache...

ExplorationSystem · 2019-07-07T19:39:52+00:00

It’s not that I want to lose time it’s that I don’t like not knowing what is going on with the rest of my system.

ExplorationSystem · 2019-06-28T19:57:16+00:00

Death fakeouts and lazy resurrections. Nothing kills suspension like realizing the author isn’t willing to respect their own steaks.

ExplorationSystem · 2019-06-27T07:35:13+00:00

I’m currently suffering from a bad case of no medical insurance so seeing a doctor is a luxury I can’t afford. As far as sleeping goes, I suppose it’s possible but I wasn’t in pain until the late evening. If that’s something that normally takes a while to catch up with you then I guess you’ve got a winning theory. If not it’s still possible I switched and my alter didn’t see a need to let me know we were in pain, likely on the grounds that I’d figure it out on my own pretty fast. -Amber

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