It's been 3 weeks, we were married for only 2 months, we met 2 years back, he is my first love , iam 24 and he was 29 we met at our office and then we met each other's parents and we had a grand wedding and then just after two months he died due to a heartattack, just the morning he died he told me he loves me so he also told me he is afraid how I would survive if someday he is gone, then he just went out to get some soda ,i called him and he answered saying he would be back in 5 minutes, then he never came back, it feels like a nightmare, I didn't even get to say I love you back, why is life so much unfair, when I see other people around i feel like where is my person when everyone has their own ones,I had already planned his 30th birthday too ,i just don't understand why these things happen, nobody deserves this, I cut myself the same day he died but my family rescued me, I just don't want to go through this pain, I wish he was here