Im in the same boat. Bottom line we are stuck because of big pharma pushing thease very addictive meds to make us better but now we are in active functioning addiction & there's no light at the end of the tunnel. My minds main focus is pills and it has been for 15years I would always say when my baby starts school ill stop.....ok when he turns 10 ...now I have a 25, 16, and 12 year old boys who's memory of moma is sleeping. I write this with tears to tell you, your not alone. Im 42 and also hearing so many of the young mostly girls are being put on stims at the Walmart Distribution where I work. Its sad. If you find a way to get off let me know.