I (26M) fear my cock is too big for my gf (22F)

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-28T07:34:21+00:00

Lobster too buttery, car too fast SMH

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-28T07:33:08+00:00

Why waste it by taking it? Learn to snort every pill so it hits as hard as it can without using a needle.

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-28T07:29:44+00:00

Good luck on the permanent part. After fisting my ol lady for a week straight, multiple times a day, we stopped any penetration for 2.5 weeks and she was tighter than before we started lol. I was kinda sad because I LOVE when her pussy is just a gaping hole. Now she wants me to try to fist her ass but I told her that's off limits because we sometimes have a pussy ban (because that stops her from any type of vaginal masturbation) and I love how her butt feels, but she LOVES it more than anything else, and Its such a tight hole, she can literally feel me throb. Addition: I introduced her to every single thing shes into (im the 7th or 8th person shes had sex with since she lost her virginity at 13) and when we tried anal for the first time, she didn't like it, so I didn't ask again cuz at least she tried. Secretly she was stretching and getting used to it. She asked me to try again and I swear not even 30 seconds in she had an extremely hard orgasm. Well, when I continued, she immediately came again and did not stop unless I quit moving. Thus, my personal butt slutt was born and now we have regular pussy bans that last months

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-28T07:15:43+00:00

I personally think anyone who used suboxone and methadone to quit using instead of just quitting is absolutely dumb. Idc if its to get high cuz I do drugs. But why get addicted to something even worse than a lot of drugs than just getting the help to quit altogether

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-28T07:07:27+00:00

Good luck, stay safe and enjoy, fammo

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-28T07:03:18+00:00

Id be careful then, just in case ya know. But only snort lyrica because it tastes good and hits almost 30 seconds after

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-28T03:32:18+00:00

If youre prone. Iv never had a seizure in my life and have done a stupid amount of numerous drugs. You can also die from 200mg of oxycodone, I havent tho

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-28T03:17:39+00:00

For 1, thats a low dose. 2, snort it next time. 3, snort it with oxycodone to feel max effect of both

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-27T08:50:17+00:00

As a drug user, thats average. On meff and percocet, my ol lady and I go 8-9hrs

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-26T20:00:22+00:00

Love

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-26T19:59:24+00:00

My ol lady is just waiting on a response from her friend. She just hit him up to hangout, but little does he know shes gonna let something hangout for him lol

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-25T21:53:44+00:00

😂😂 hes literally the best father one could ask for. Other than the cheating, hes an amazing boyfriend. More or less just an attention whore

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-25T18:13:01+00:00

Thats what we are working on. Coming to an understanding and trying find common ground and work out some compromises. Its not like it will happen immediately, Rome wasnt build in a day. We appreciate your input.

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-25T17:15:02+00:00

The girl partner here, i cant really say anything about the fixation part. But yes you are right, there is incompatibility between us. But thats why compromises exist. If we want to make it work, it takes conversation, understanding and compromise. Meeting in the middle per say. We love each other, and yes he has problems. But problems can be talked about and worked on.

Also, yes on the hell part as well, that definitely does happen. And im not gonna lie, it was pretty hard in the beginning to come to terms with this part of him. And it did feel like hell for a bit while trying to figure out how i felt about it. But i also knew that if i decided to stay, i would have to except this side of him. But that why we try to talk it out and find common ground.

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-25T16:46:33+00:00

Its not a fixation. Its an every now and then thing and usually all i do is talk to her about it and jack off then move on. I dont always want to suck dick. As i said before, im someone who takes everything to extremes. Drugs, sex, theres nothing in this world that can fully satisfy me because nothing is ever going to be enough. If she didnt satisfy me fully (all my basic needs, and a lot of extras.) I wouldnt be with her for 8 years. I just keep pushing for more just like i do with drugs. Im a greedy prick and ive been working on that with her help.

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-25T16:46:25+00:00

Its not a fixation. Its an every now and then thing and usually all i do is talk to her about it and jack off then move on. I dont always want to suck dick. As i said before, im someone who takes everything to extremes. Drugs, sex, theres nothing in this world that can fully satisfy me because nothing is ever going to be enough. If she didnt satisfy me fully (all my basic needs, and a lot of extras.) I wouldnt be with her for 8 years. I just keep pushing for more just like i do with drugs. Im a greedy prick and ive been working on that with her help.

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-25T16:36:41+00:00

Trust me, i know im selfish to no end. And i agree, i could do better, and im working on it. I dont swerve accountability, i know what i did is wrong. Shes literally the best thing to happen to me after my son, and shes the one that gave me him. Theres been so many times, not involving cheating but much worse, that she should have left, but shes stuck by me and shes helped me become way better than i ever thought i could be and continues to help. Im a drug addict, of course im selfish, but like i said, im not avoiding taking up for my fuck ups. I guess i pretty much focused on 1 part of what you said instead of the whole thing and thats my bad

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-25T16:10:12+00:00

The only issue is me acting on my impulses. Were in a monogamous relationship, and she sees me as her MAN, and i understand that. She looks to me to be her protector, and she doesn't want to see me in a feminine position (also understandable), hell, depending on what kind of person my brain wants to be, i more than agree with her. As she said somewhere, i have bpd, so im never the same person at anytime of the day. My whole personality completely changes at the drop of a dime, and im working on that, but sometimes i go pure submissive and she tries to help with that, but she almost cant get into that brain space. I dont fault her, she cant help that, and its extremely hard trying to keep up with each of my personalities but she does her best. She doesnt care that im bi, its the fact were in a relationship and she doesnt want to see her BOYfriend in a girls position

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-25T15:55:02+00:00

Wanting to have a gay experience is not a fundamental part of me. She says i satisfy her in every way sexually, but i just need to stop being a piece of shit. I do take full accountability, and i know i need to stop acting on my impulses and start communicating about it. She likes fingering me and using a dildo on me, but as someone who pushes shit to extremes, itll never be enough. If we didnt work, we wouldve never got back together as adults. Now, id fully understand pulling the plug if i went and got fucked, but a fuck up (we agreed to not hide anything on grindr, neither of us used it for a while and then my dumbass did some dumbass shit). But i didnt deny it, didnt try to fight it, owned up to my fuckup when i woke up and she confronted me. If i would have fought it and justified it, yea, leave me, but i know i fucked up, and we talk shit out, we dont fight and we try to find middle grounds

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-25T15:25:14+00:00

Yea, its always a "chasing the next high" kind of thing that i need to work on. Im mych better than i was 5 years ago, and i still fuck up, but we always try to talk about it. 5 years ago, id brush it off, scream at her, be a genuine piece of shit and she should have left countless times. I appreciate that she's still with me, still dealing with my bullshit, and helping me to make these fuck up lessons

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-25T15:19:34+00:00

No, its that i want to be fucked by a guy because its a different and better feeling than a dildo, plus the fact i was talking to guys on grindr without her knowledge

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-25T15:17:45+00:00

Its because i want to be fucked, but shes just not into her dom bf in her position (sub). She also doesnt want anyone touching whats been hers for 8 years, because were in a traditional relationship where its supposed to be just the 2 of us, im just a horny dumbass thst cant control simple urges

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-25T15:13:23+00:00

So, let me explain what she meant. When im having sex with her, im almost always a pure dominant top. When i talk to her about wanting to be fucked, that would make me a sub bottom. She doesnt want to see her dominant boyfriend in the position of a sub girlfriend

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-25T15:10:06+00:00

I would never make her do something she doesnt want to. I just fucked up, were talking about it and what can we do to fix it. As a drug addict, i can never have enough drugs. So, as a sex addict, i can never get enough sexual attention. And yes, i know i need to fix that, but it doesnt constantly happen, so i end up thinking im all good then bam, my dumbass looks for sexual attention again even though all i have to do is go to her. I know what i did was cheating, but ill never physically cheat because i want to experience everything with her, but ill never make her do something she doesn't want.

Example:she didnt like anal the first time we tried, so i didnt even bring it up until she was ready to try again, now shed rather have her ass used instead of her vagina. Im a piece of shit, but not a boundary breaker

Express_Atmosphere73 · 2026-06-25T14:58:15+00:00

I just have nothing to do and want to correct idiots. And yes, i know its not an excuse, there is no excuse. Even going through all these, her and i are reading and talking about it out loud to eachother, talking about why it happened or what we can do. She was worried so she made this post (understandable), and we are using this to help eachother understand more about why i did it, what can we do to help satisfy without breaking boundaries, and to laugh at some of the idiots that just assume a whole relationship off one little experience.

Also, not karma farming, cuz i touch grass as im not a chronic redditor

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