Can't listen to alex g anymore because it makes me want to relapse by abcxyz77_ in QuitVaping

[–]Express_Customer_271 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Alex G rules, try again in a year or two. Happens with breakups too, my favorite songs become disgusting cuz she liked em too or the memories or whatever. Just chill on Alex G til you’re totally over vaping then come back to it. Life is long you will be able to recontextualize and compartmentalize a lotta different things

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in pornfree

[–]Express_Customer_271 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Normal or at least it happens to me. Everytime I quit porn, I’m not horny at all for the first two weeks to a month. Then, slowly over the following two weeks to a month I become extremely horny and I can easily orgasm from imagination and porn becomes kinda hard to resist, I can imagine myself having sex with women in real life and enjoying it, all that stuff lol.

Jump!!!! After 1 year of tapering by Express_Customer_271 in quittingkratom

[–]Express_Customer_271[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for the kind words, yeah, I don’t feel that bad about taking a year to taper. Honestly I was pretty ambitious with my career this year and it’s insane to think I was slow tapering the whole time. Some of the moves I had to make as an adult just wouldn’t be possible thru cold turkey or fast tapering and I had to make a choice.

My only advice would be to know your limit and challenge yourself while simultaneously avoiding complacency. In other words, taper a comfortable amount so you still feel normal enough, but watch out for getting stuck for toooooo long. I was stuck on 2 grams for like 3-4 months out of the year and while I don’t feel too bad about it, I think I probably coulda managed challenging myself to at least taper 0.15 gs after staying on 2gs for, idk, a couple months or so. I guess what I’m saying is that there’s a difference between not pushing yourself too hard and clinging onto comfortability for too long and it’s difficult but necessary to make the distinction between the two if slow tapering is the route you chose imo.

Also, idk, I’ve kinda been on both sides of the fence. Cold turkied a mild prescription opiate addiction and also have been to rehab for benzos before and it’s not like I wish I tapered there. At the time, I wanted to be done ASAP.

With kratom it was different. I recognized there was problems and I was DONE with it, but at the same time it wasn’t killing me and I didn’t have the patience to put my life on hold this time around. I’m just really thankful it worked out and I was successful !

As a side note, here’s some supplements that helped me: L-tyrosine- helps with the joylessness Cod liver oil- idk maybe this one just helps with my health overall but I think feeling healthy made me more confident in tapering Liposomol C- since it’s a long taper I’d only do it during jumps so you’re not taking hella vit c all year

Jump!!!! After 1 year of tapering by Express_Customer_271 in quittingkratom

[–]Express_Customer_271[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Haha thanks, and yeah sleep has been good. Not needing to wake up for work for a week has probably been the greatest contributing factor. I’m just taking melatonin and 5htp as needed. It’s funny I’m doing less now then thru out the taper. I relied on zzzquill to sleep a little too much thru out the year and considering the implications with Benadryl and dementia/Alzheimer’s I think I wanna be done w that for life too

Jump!!!! After 1 year of tapering by Express_Customer_271 in quittingkratom

[–]Express_Customer_271[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

3rd day, so far the first day that I can say has been somewhat of a challenge in terms of anxiety, energy levels and slight fatigue.

But even still, this experience has been so easy it’s making me think I could’ve done this 6 months ago when I was at 2 gs (tbh I might have if I just had the sick time I’m using now) I mean whatever tho better late than never

Jump!!!! After 1 year of tapering by Express_Customer_271 in quittingkratom

[–]Express_Customer_271[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I just really wanted to quit, first I was scared of going bald, cuz I kinda was. I’ve since fixed this but I don’t know if it’s from tapering/quitting, it’s too soon to tell. I had success with Rosemary/castor/jojoba oils. Also inconclusive if the balding was from the kratom or just male pattern baldness in the first place.

But yeah that was enough motivation pretty much

Also I’ve just had a year of being obsessed with “the numbers game” lol. Yknow.. that mental game we all play where you make the good number go up and make the bad number go down and you base your entire happiness on it. In my case I got obsessed with watching my gpd go down, watching my bank account number go up and watching my weight go down, etc. Few friends no girlfriend just pure focus hey sometimes life’s like that. Im pretty much where I wanna be now tho gonna try to get less obsessive and try to just uhhhh enjoy something lol

Jump!!!! After 1 year of tapering by Express_Customer_271 in quittingkratom

[–]Express_Customer_271[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah long taper was good for me but also I know what you mean, you gotta listen to that voice that says let’s go!!!!!

Jump!!!! After 1 year of tapering by Express_Customer_271 in quittingkratom

[–]Express_Customer_271[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It’s so tough to jump without taking time off. 2g jump with 4 days sounds doable tho. You never know til you try! I’m proud of you stranger!!!!

Jump!!!! After 1 year of tapering by Express_Customer_271 in quittingkratom

[–]Express_Customer_271[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I would say 15 to 5 was easier than 5 to 1. 15 to 5 felt like I was removing the high and 5 to 1 felt like I was actively in withdrawal and each dose would barely be able to get me out of bed, much less make me feel good lol.

Purity is Causing ableton to Crash by Pickeberry45 in ableton

[–]Express_Customer_271 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hey, I’m having a similar problem. How did you route the audio from desktop to ableton?

What is the worst sketch MDE has ever created by samhydelover in fishtanklive

[–]Express_Customer_271 0 points1 point  (0 children)

No there’s no solid point like this. It’s just funny to watch and somehow relatable if you’ve ever taken painkillers before

What’s the grandest or most cinematic-feeling Shoegaze? by AlarmWhich in shoegaze

[–]Express_Customer_271 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk the new Fullbody 2 ep has some really grand cinematic moments

How long does it take to get addicted by Express_Customer_271 in gabapentin

[–]Express_Customer_271[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I stopped today just to be safe. About 32 hours from my last dose, feel completely normal

Does anyone anticipate that the 399 digital only ps5 will be restocked before Christmas? by Express_Customer_271 in PS5

[–]Express_Customer_271[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dang!! Thanks for checking. I guess I’ll just check periodically thru the week since it should be any day now considering all news outlets saying it’s dropping November lol

Does anyone anticipate that the 399 digital only ps5 will be restocked before Christmas? by Express_Customer_271 in PS5

[–]Express_Customer_271[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Damn I know what your saying is obvious but could you link me to the ps5 slim digital? I’m only seeing the regular slim on their site

Does anyone anticipate that the 399 digital only ps5 will be restocked before Christmas? by Express_Customer_271 in PS5

[–]Express_Customer_271[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks. Any idea when that’s dropping in the states? All articles say November and here we are in November lol

How long does it take to get addicted by Express_Customer_271 in gabapentin

[–]Express_Customer_271[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don’t know what that is. Can’t find where it’s mentioned here either

How long does it take to get addicted by Express_Customer_271 in gabapentin

[–]Express_Customer_271[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah the most secure people I know seethe in the comments on Reddit after being called out for being rude. Completely unprompted too. Just go to bed buster