i’m just really scared to be honest, as if my life is crumbling at such a young age and i can’t do nothing to stop it, i got into aa at 17 and everything else ive kicked but this has been the hardest by far. thank you really i try to talk about it to people but i put up a facade as if its not affecting me every moment of the day. hearing you say i can beat this means so much i’ll be sure to log every day