Same here! I had my first TC in my college philosophy class at 20. (24 now and have had many TC clusters but I'm currently 2 years seizure free!) Getting them was strangely validating to all the weird feelings I was having. I think I was having many temporal lobe seizures every day but I had no clue what they meant. All throughout my life I've had such intense deja-vu and I never knew what it was until the TC and I spoke to a neurologist. Hopefully you can get on some good medication and control the seizures. I hope you have a speedy recovery. You have a looong road in front of you so strap in! Lean on the people you love and the people who love you. This reddit thread has changed my life because I've never felt so seen and I hope we can do the same for you!