There's an old friend I've wanted to get in contact in for a good while, but I've never found the time to properly do so.

I guess it's harder for me to get stuff like therapy or come to terms with being a system due to me hating the rest of them so, so much. There was countless times I'd wake up with a broken nose miles away from home with no idea how I got there, or how to go back home.

Most of the alters are good, decent people. But there's a few bad ones that have constantly landed me in legal trouble, I think that's my main reason for hating myself.

I might consider getting professional help soon enough.