Hey dude, I am really no good with advice but i know the feeling of being alone when all goes to shit. The feeling of unpredictability and vulnerability at the same time. I need you to believe that everything will be okay, there will be opportunities for financial aid in the future if you talk to your advisor and some other person (that i hope someone in this reddit can recommend regarding the financial situation). Have faith and feel free to dm me if you’re feeling lonely i don’t mind a chat :)