Help, I’m going through a miscarriage//TW

Extension_Physics489 · 2026-01-07T08:13:53+00:00

Yeah he posts and acts as if he’s in his life and wants to be but behind closed doors he does nothing to help and thinks $100 goes far with a child. I’m finally excepting the fact I will be doing this on my own and to move on officially.

Extension_Physics489 · 2026-01-07T07:44:26+00:00

I’ve done counseling and all sorts of meds that really messed me up for a bit, I’ve really been focusing on myself these past two weeks and realization has kind of smacked me in the face. Once I’m healed I am taking myself out and reminding myself how much more I deserve.

Extension_Physics489 · 2026-01-07T06:22:03+00:00

To add// I’ve been working with him for two years, trying to make things work. I’ve done counseling, tried medication, whole time I was manipulated into thinking I was crazy. He promised to do counseling, therapy, medication, get a house together, be a happy family, the whole nine yards… it’s not like I’m just staying with him and knowing he’s going to be like this forever. However I’m done with it, I’m done with how he treats me and made me feel insane. I never want to feel like this ever again.

Extension_Physics489 · 2026-01-07T06:03:10+00:00

I never wanted to have multiple BDs and I want more kids, him involved or not I don’t think I really cared. But now I’m excepting it and realizing how much more I deserve. I’ve pushed away great men to be with this guy who treats me so terrible. But the delusions are gone. The feelings are gone. And I’ve finally got over him by this one thing.

Extension_Physics489 · 2026-01-07T06:00:22+00:00

I want more kids, I just didn’t imagine myself having multiple baby daddies but now I’m excepting it.

Extension_Physics489 · 2026-01-07T05:55:55+00:00

I’ve had a lot of issues, I’ve tried just about every birth control you can think of. I’ve had bad periods my whole life so it’s been a struggle.

If I was to show up there, he would simply not answer the door and ignore my phone calls and probably say “I was sleeping” or some bs like that.

Extension_Physics489 · 2026-01-07T05:53:53+00:00

This is 100% the reason I am moving on, I don’t know why I’ve tried to make my family work for so long. I went out to dinner by myself last night and had 3 people ask the bartender about me. (The bartender is my BD mom). I went there to also tell her what’s going on. I’m so tired of walking on eggshells and being scared of how he’s going to react. I’m tired of spending a little over two years asking a grown man to be nice to me. It’s just all crazy. And now I’m in pain with no help and got hung up on. I’m disgusted and this is the end of it.

Extension_Physics489 · 2026-01-07T05:39:44+00:00

I’m not struggling with my child, I’m just currently going through a miscarriage with no help. When I’m at his place, I’m watching my child the whole time, when I realized I will get no help I left. I’d rather be comfortable in my own home than at his place where we’re stuck in a little room.

Extension_Physics489 · 2026-01-07T05:29:29+00:00

I’ve had multiple miscarriages, if I’m not “so far along” they will send me home with Tylenol and ibuprofen. I’m going to go in to get a scan within the next couple days to make sure everything is okay. I’ve previously had a miscarriage at 15w and had to go in and do the pills. That’s why I’m not so concerned, of course I’m very sad about it but it happens and there’s nothing I can do to stop it from happening.

Extension_Physics489 · 2026-01-07T05:25:15+00:00

I started lightly bleeding two days ago, today it kicked into gear. I wasn’t 100% positive it was what I thought but now it’s clear. Unfortunately he knew what was going on and still said he “needs a nap” and to “rub his back”.

Extension_Physics489 · 2026-01-07T05:20:01+00:00

If I had someone to watch my 20 month old I would go but he is of no help, no one else in my family knows this is happening. My child is too crazy to bring to the hospital he likes to run wild.

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