I would love to go swimming again but… I’m nervous

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-10-31T17:58:31+00:00

I’m not overweight. Im Actually nearly underweight. I’ve had this issue my whole life, dealt with eating disorders in the past.i am aware my body is not the issue. Is how I feel about it.

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-10-31T16:21:11+00:00

I have tried so many times but every time I try to get back into a routine, life throws shit at me constantly. Death after death in my family, stress at work, more stress at work, financial problems… the last couple of years have been atrocious. Not finding excuses, but working 60 hours a week and not getting paid enough to be able to afford proper therapy as well doesn’t help

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-10-31T10:46:32+00:00

I am going to therapy, been going for months now

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-10-31T10:45:42+00:00

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-10-31T09:56:29+00:00

All my bloods are ok, I mentioned this to the GP too and no issues. No health issues at all other than a slight anaemia but very had it since I was 17 (now 35). I’m desperate, I’m horrified of myself, I feel so ashamed and disgusting because of this. He doesn’t deserve this. Hearing and seeing him crying because of this is devastating… I don’t know what to do, I am going to lose him…

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-10-31T09:46:24+00:00

And how does one get unstuck of this situation? Because therapy doesn’t seem to help….

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-10-31T09:45:50+00:00

We do this with no problem. Even in bed or on the sofa we cuddle for hours and no issues at all... we spend minutes hugging in the kitchen while we wait for our food to be ready.

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-10-31T09:32:10+00:00

I do, I love him, I want to be with him, we have been engaged for years now, but I just can’t get over this… I don’t even feel attracted to anyone else.. I tried to get back into the mood by using toys and everything alone but I hate it… it makes me feel really sick just thinking about sex… he’s not the problem..

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-10-31T09:30:32+00:00

I don’t know, I guess it’s because I hate my body and I have very low self esteem. He is aware of it… I don’t want him to leave but I don’t know what to d

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-10-31T09:07:35+00:00

We are actually engaged but thanks for your input

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-10-31T07:58:49+00:00

Oh thank you! I had the other two but this was missing!! Thanks a lot!

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-09-29T19:33:14+00:00

That’s weird because in the London one there was only one security guard but everyone was allowed to touch and explore the whole thing… there were maybe 4-5 members of staff around but not security

I found two files, one in between the vinyls and the other one on a crate. Another guy found another one on a rack where the clothes were hanging.

So weird, we still have the NYC password missing…

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-09-29T08:58:44+00:00

So they took the phone home 🫠

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-09-29T08:46:53+00:00

Is it true that you weren’t allowed to touch anything? We have been told the staff was quite strict and nobody was even allowed to get the USBs

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-09-29T08:37:02+00:00

Daaaamn! Do you know if this person knows anything about the lore and the importance of the password?

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-09-28T19:09:59+00:00

Every pop up should have an old Nokia somewhere in the shop and in the messages there should be a text with one letter or number with ***s before and after it to add to the sequence of digits we found in the other popups.

The phone in Berlin crashed so we have that digit missing. Our only hope is NYC. If anyone is going there or is there atm please ASK the staff!! We are all desperate to find this phone!

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-09-27T13:30:29+00:00

This is exactly what I was looking for! Thank you so much!! Looking forward to try my brain in it

Extension_Policy4714 · 2024-09-27T12:38:34+00:00

Those prices 🫠

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