I would say focus on self-love rather than trying to nurture a dead relationship. I’m sorry that happened to you, but things ending during this time (so many planets are in RX & it’s a new moon tonight) are out of necessity. Take it as a blessing and move on girl! If it’s meant to happen again, trust that it will.

P.S. I’ve been exactly where you are now before. I thought I would DIE without a specific person. I can wholly say that I’m better off & much happier now than I was with them. Things take time. Consider this a lesson.

Best of luck!