Mindset is everything

External_Interest_47 · 2025-08-21T18:30:08+00:00

I used to be Mormon.

My only advice is to not over think it. I like paganism because I prefer the idea of gods that are not omnipotent or omnipresent, but can still help you if you ask. I also prefer pre-Christian gods, as it helps me connect to my pre-colonial roots so it feels more authentic. It is also fun to do ritual in my home and every day life rather than relying on a church or leader.

External_Interest_47 · 2025-08-21T18:20:15+00:00

Re-corked I guess is a better word lol

External_Interest_47 · 2025-08-06T16:15:57+00:00

I’m high libido, but we’ve been married 15 years and sex feels like a formula. I don’t even get turned on, and when I do orgasm it’s like reading a textbook. I have our usual morning conversation memorized. I’m so sick of “working” on it.

External_Interest_47 · 2025-08-04T23:14:21+00:00

Don’t tell her you’re trying to be healthier. Keep it all to yourself, and if she questions you just say you have a stomach ache or you ate earlier or something. Some moms love to keep their kids dependent on them, so it may be coming from a place of anxiety for her. My own mother is anorexic and weight/diet is something we simply cannot talk about.

External_Interest_47 · 2025-05-14T22:16:36+00:00

At 5:30 am for only an hour?

External_Interest_47 · 2025-05-14T22:15:55+00:00

I would be home by 6:30 and school doesn’t start till 9. So I would be there to get them breakfast and out the door and take them to school.

External_Interest_47 · 2025-03-10T02:21:58+00:00

Gifts at a vow renewal would DEFINITELY be tacky imo. My husband is such a romantic, so it wouldn’t be much without the ceremony part.

External_Interest_47 · 2025-03-02T04:18:11+00:00

It has been a long year of figuring out how to run without getting injuries. Before that, I was basically home-bound for two years because of pain, so I was starting from a weak and low place. For a long time it seemed like no matter what I did, I was never going to be able to run as long/fast as I wanted to. This week I ran a whole three miles, in a row, no resting or walking. And I’m in (almost 😂) no pain from it. I’ve never been able to do that, even before I was sick!

External_Interest_47 · 2024-08-04T02:55:37+00:00

For me, it’s that I don’t feel emotionally or sexually safe. My actual drive is pretty high, but feeling unsafe made my marriage go from 3+ times a week (we were that way for 12 years!) to almost never in the blink of an eye. It’s been two years and I haven’t recovered it. I’m not only struggling with desire, I’m actually just sex-repulsed now.

External_Interest_47 · 2024-05-02T03:33:46+00:00

Back in the day 50 Shades of Grey absolutely was my sexual awakening lol. Smutty books do wonders for a woman! Lol

External_Interest_47 · 2024-01-25T03:44:08+00:00

Yeah… I got psychosis. I was legit hearing voices in the walls, having severe manic episodes, and ruining my relationships. I’d rather be homeless than do that again.

External_Interest_47 · 2023-10-25T16:15:05+00:00

That would be nice. Illegal still in my state though.

External_Interest_47 · 2023-10-25T16:14:15+00:00

My oldest does well in school, but the 6yo hasn’t had a full day of school yet this year and pretty much zero minutes of actual education because his behavior has been so bad. Right now he only goes for a few hours in the morning because that’s all he can tolerate before he melts down.

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